What hurts and what doesn’t????

Today I went out to watch NARNIA with Jude and Jane…it was alrite…we met p at them at star at 1.30pm but we couldn’t get tickets to the 2pm movie so instead we got the the 4.30 show….so practically I hang out with jude for nearly two hours….he told me his whole camp experience which was rather interesting…den we had this idea that mr.lim might be in school for meeting so we walked to school….den we found out he wasn’t den we we’re just hanging around in st. jo’s school grounds….den we bum into ikmal n some other form 3 red crescent member and Jude had a good chat with him after he told his silly ghost story to me….i on the other hand was talking to ikmal bout l ots of things I didn’t quite wanna talk bout….such as the rumors bout Vicky and den….he starts talking bout things that I have finally got over bout…the thing is that…after talking to him I don’t know which hurt more….knowing the fact that u miss this person and u have to see him for one whole year, three times a week or….hearing it from some one who u dislike that the guy u like is crushed cuz he still can’t get a date with this gurl he has a crush on….den…. this idiot which i dislike had to go asking me question that I don’t like answering again….same question that I have been avoiding since hols started…..den…he starts making his assumption again….**** this guy man…doesn’t he know when to back off cuz its not his problem….can’t he just bloody hell shut his trap….even if he knows a lot of things u can always shut up rite…..wad the hell is wrong with him…..as soon as the conversation finish I can’t wait to leave…..**** him man…he may be a smart ass in form 2 but hu the hell cares if ur so bloody irritating……I know I sucked in my studies…doesn’t mean that u can bla all u want that u know all this and that…****ed if anyone cares if u know that now…its not like ur gonna use it yet….**** man…..

I shouldn’t be doin this….i’m turning all my sadness to rage….which is bad….if I’m sad I should talk to someone but I dunno how to talk bout it…..but I can’t help either cuz I finally got myself to let go n go on but I don’t think I really did…that’s probably the true reason y I’m so enrage….this sucks…but honestly…that boy is bloody busy body…its no wonder jude hates him too….well….i don quite understand y jude dislike band members in his school but I don’t quite give a damn if he hates this boy….cuz he has all the right too…..he’s nothing but a busy body….one of this days…he’s gonna get a really hard slap for his busy bodyness…..and it ain’t gonna help if he’s gonna go back crying to his mama’s arms….mommy’s boy alrite…..well.. sowee…never ever get on my nerves….not only he has spoil my day he nearly spoil my movie as well….Argh…to hell with him…

Going to back to my day…..well actually that was my day…..i think I did all my x’mas shopping already….i’ve only left with present for my foster sis….my biological sister’s I dunno yet..hehe….it wouldn’t mean anything if I bought them something cuz practically there the ones giving me money…hehehe…but newayz….i have my own way of repaying them that doesn’t need money….

I think yesterday was a better day then today…..went shopping with aggy n angie…..their lau kung’s was just side kicks…..hehe….but newayz…I left early….they went on pak tohing…..so its better if I wasn’t there….don’t have to be light bulb……yea…I think that’s just about it this time….till next time….

MERRY X’MAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!!

phew...finally got my form 5 text books today.....

i've didn't do much today....its a sat n i didn't do much...hard to believe...well anywayz...i woke up around 9.30 am den watch tv....watched all my favorite cartoons..hehe...i know i'm a bit too old for them but i think its alrite since my sis hu is already 24 is still watching cartoons and brags to me about them....den... i cooked myself mee since mom n dad busy doin gardening den.....after they saw me eating...dad ask me to cook for them as well so i did.....den half way thorough when i was puting the meat n veggie into the boiling water...mom took over say she wanted to cook mee sua instead...so ok lor....den went back to my tv.....

later dad bug me to sweep the floor...so i did lor....den when he was moping the floor...he complaint say i didn't do a good job at sweeping....so fine lor....i just keep quiet.....say anything oso no use....den called ida bout my books...den later she send it over to my place....after that i went to take bath den lazzed around till it was nearly time to get ready to go over to aggy's place....

den...went to aggy's place at 5pm...den we both lazzed around her house till 5.45 den we go n meet angie at the SIB church.....den we sat there and talk lor....den both their laukung's came.....sat in the same table as us n angie's mom as well....it was rather fun lar...get to meet all my old tennis frens...which are all older thatn me...hehe...there's sarah hu tried messing up my hair....den melissa hus first words were "wah, so big oledi ah.....i'll always remember u for the gurl hu smacked me with a tennis racket"...hehehe....lols...make me sound like little kid nia....ish....but nvm lar...don get to see this ppl all the time anywayz...but i fancy sarah the most...she's the funnest....hehe....den... there was the performance by the church choir...let see who was in it...hehe...there was isaac, jon(angie's bro), sarah was conducting, tim, and some more other ppl....owh yeah...david was in it too but he played his clarinet so not counted....hahaha....was not quite satiisfied tonite cuz i didn't have georgie to back me up on getting him...darn...but owh well...nvm den...took so many pic for aggy and angie....especially pic of their laukungs...den be4 e went ack three of us took pic but angie's lil bro interrupted so dunno how that pic turn up....

den came home...aggy send me...den...called mr.lim to remember to bring my things to me tomolo when we meet and as well ask him bout those free tickets.....den as usual...back to watching tv again.. and now here i am....so yea...thats how my day was....THE END

pain is a wonderful feeling, nothing beats pain

reality check ppl....our holidays are coming to an end....we've only got two weeks left....

well, honestly i don feel like i have accomplished much....my cross stitch is half done...i've not mastered my bio yet....*sigh*....it makes me wonder wad have i been doin this whole holiday....come to think of it before this week...i had lots of fun during orchestra practice for IMH concert last friday....the concert itself was fun....ecpecially during performance day....we all went early....make fun of david....*give me five georgie*....hehehe....had a good laugh at marvin dancing....lolz...

i haven got much to say now.....a lot of things i wish to say but i can't...i'm not allowed to do so....so..i'lll just keep my mouth shut...for the time being.....a new year is begining....our gathering is getting closer and i've not gotten my present....argh.....x'mas.....x'mas pressie's....so many ppl...not much money....curses...

I WANNA WATCH NARNIA!!!!!

CHIS!!!!

happy birthday mom

Whee…hehe…just finish family dinner for mom’s birthday….unc Christopher, unc Richard came….it was fun…hehe…val n dad did most of the preparation for her dinner…I ws just helping around here n there….clear the siting room…now its totally cleared n neat n tidy….hehe…shifted a few things…here n there…mom was rather surprise when she came home from work to find that we had prepared dinner for her….there was a lot of food but eventually we manage to finished it up since it wasn’t in such a big quantity but a whole lot of variety…we had…macaroni…Cantonese mee...dao miaw…mushroom….fried dory fish with mayonnaise for dipping….soft shelled crab…n some other things…can’t remember all of them….

Today was a rather fun day…we went grocery shopping to prepare for dinner….went to get back the computer monitor…bought my new note book for next year since my this year one is finished…den after we did all the shopping for the stuff we came home n stated our duties…dad’s was in the kitchen preparing the food for cooking….mine was the sitting room…val’s was everyway….the whole house….hehe..nolar…certain parts only….den…unc chris came first followed by unc Richard….den we started our dinner….finish dinner…the bunch of old ppl sat in the siting room drinking tea n chit chat while me n val clean up the kitchen….its suppose to be a 3 person job but since angie’s not here so it wasn’t all that fast…but owh well eventually we got them done rite…so okay lar….but for the record…first time I see val wash plate…ahaha….she says that its alrite lar no harm washing plate once n a year….rite…..den later val took out jon’s second birthday video…we start watching it n laughing at everyone…I was laughing in particularly my two sill young sis n my two crazy cousins…Arthur n aemy…they look so hilarious…angie was the little baby hu refuses to let go of mom n val was a silly bum walking here n there….aemy n arthur their retro dancing skills….not forgetting all my unc’s retro hair cut n dressing up….hehehe….my aunt says that its like watching america’s funniest home vides….lol….except that all this “film stars”r getting older….lol….some how glad I wasn’t born yet then or I would be so embarrassed….

Out of the blue mom n dad was saying that on my 18th birthday they wanna do that too…I was nooooooo way….i’m a bit too old by den for them to try n embarrass me…hehe…besides not all of them goin to be around…such as Arthur n aemy wouldn’t be around….so too bad for them but thank goodness for me….

Today was fun but we are short of one person tonite…which is angie….well…bet she’s reading this…n cursing all those stupid ppl who wouldn’t let her off earlier so she can come back for tonite….silly rejang hospital ppl….stupid fools….

Guess that’s all I’ve gotta say so bye…..cedric diggory is so gorgeous….

harry potter premier

Harry potter premier rocks….hehe….just came back from watching the premier.....it wasn’t all that bad….but they cut out a whole lot of scenes…..den….cedric is so GORGEOUS…..harry too….heheh…but sad thing cedric died in the end which was rather sad cuz his rather cute….viktor krum looks weird…pppl may say he look macho but no thanx….to stuck up looking…..fleur is rather pretty….cho chang was weird….don quite fancy her….i can’t believe I’m goin to say it but I’ve gotta admit that Hermione was rather preety in her dress during the yule ball….ron was hilariously dressed….harry handsome as usual….lol…conclusion it wasn’t all that bad…I wouldn’t mind paying rm8 just to watch it at the cinema again…I’m not goin to blaim anyone for the seats we got….but I didn’t quite like it…I’m hoping very much that I can go for a second time at star instead….but well…we’ll see who would wanna watch second time with me…hehehe….well yea..thats the movie….

Today was a rather less boring day since I get to watch harry potter premier n go out with my sis before that….we went to hock lee n parkson..hehe..cuz had to meet aggy there…well anywayz….i was bringing my lil cousin around…Sharon wouldn’t let go off me so had to follow her every where she n Rachel went….so I did…well..it wasn’t that bad at hock lee but at parkson it was unlucky for me….i brought Sharon to potty…den on the way back to look for val at the top floor..i ran into ivan…den I was like okay….i greet lar…my two lil cousin was with me…den I was like crap I’ve gotta go meet aggy liaw…so went to look for val den pass the two to val….sharon’s face was really grouched up…I felt awfully bad…but I’ve gotta go…so no choice lar….den went to ground floor meet agnes…den…before that my sis called me n said something like this…”ur cousin said that geraldin che che’s fren is not a gurl”….haduh…den…had to explain the whole situation to her…I was not meeting him….he just fren I bump into…haduh…susah betul….my cousin ah…bukan main penyibuk lar…that’s the thing with lil kids…they tell everything they see…menyusahkan sometimes….dui…malangnya I was the victim this time…owh well…it clearly shows that from now on when I meet with any of my guy frens…I should not greet them when I’m with my lil cousin….dui….

After that whole incident me n aggy went to kfc to have a drink…suppsose to eat but both of us didn’t felt like eating so we just drank a bit of water…den we went to the Cineplex….the movie finish bout 9.40…den called dad to pck me…den..got in the car…straight silent treatment fell upon me…. I think mom must be rather unhappy with me so I just kept quiet too….reach home open gate oso she didn’t pass me the key…I was so scared…I continued to keep quiet…den…I realize that she wan’t only angry with me but oso with val…so I didn’t wanna make matters worse so keep quiet only….well…mom n dad went to bed really early tonite…dunno y but good oso lar…hehe….i think I’ll stop here….actually I’ve got a few more thing to say such as the unsend mesg I composed n some things….but I’ll talk bout it another time lar…I guess its not quite important….my next movie that I wanna watch at the cinema would be NARNIA….hoping to go with my frens again..me n agnes already said that we’re gonna watch it together…but owh well..by den she probably have her someone to keep her company….so I’ll be light bulb which I don wanna be….probably end up with my other frens lar….*sigh*….well..thats all….signing off now….till next time….

with only u in my thoughts wad more can i say

This goes into my record of dull holidays…..today I think I’ve accomplish my 12 hour long tv marathon….i’ve been stuck on the tv since 10 this morning until just now…..wad have I watched so far…..sex and the city season 4 n 6…finished both seasons….peacekeeper war on hallmark which wasn’t all that bad after all….watched the first episode of summer scent….its some Korean drama….

Well that’s all I’ve done for today…since ppl won’t let me go online…I fine other entertainment but it seems there not quite happy bout it too….wad can I do…I hate doing house chores ….yes I admit I hate house chores…..yippee….i wanna hang out with my frens or at least leave the house or something….i’ve not left the house for a full straight 24 hours….which is like so killing me…..i’ve not a single hobby at the moment…ppl stole my hobby…but I’m not blaming her or anything just can’t she at least leave me one book at least….so I can do a bit of cross stitch….but well…she forgot…den nvm lar….i’ve don know wads happen to me but I seem to have a bit of problem with reading lately…I can’t seem to finish reading that david eddings book I borrowed from my fren….argh…I feel so bad…I’ve been like keeping that book since before school holidays…n its almost one month n I’ve not finished it….argh…I seem to have lost my interest in reading…or I’m more into reading book by jude deveraux or Judith macnaught ….i dunno…one things for sure if somebody would bring me to the library I’ll be more than happy….i guess I’m not quite a fiction story book lover…well…hate to admit it but I think so….trying really hard to change the type of books I’ll read….*sigh*

i guess that’s all I’ve gotta say for today since not much been happening…still counting on the days till Thursday….can’t wait…I’ve turn down so many chance at going to watch movie due to a whole lot of things…now finally can step back at the cinema again….lol…I’m very very pathetic….

PS:Angie please come back as soon as possible….i need you here…I need to talk to you….

music camp sucks band camp rocks

I MISS BAND CAMP

music camp was a total choas. ppl refusing to work with us....which is very very bad....not every one is willing to lend a hand which totally screws everything up....the form 3 are a dissapoinment....like miy said...the bond was gone.....the bond we had manage to build during band camp was gone....is dissapeared into thin air....

this camp was a total failure from the very start....how badly we wished that it was only band....like georgie said...if it was only band...we could have done a whole lot more with the form 3 n the primary school kids....besides that....my section was oso a dissapointment....from 5 ppl to only left 2 ppl that turn up for camp....grace is forgiven for she had a valid reason where as jilly,julie n valerie....i'm getting sick of them already....to hell with them lar.....my only hopes for my section is marilynn....but can't help feeling quilty when i had to leave her all by herself when i had to do the uniform things with teacher......

this pass few day has been rather crappy....just went to see the doctor for my monthly appoinment.....it was not raining when we went...after that it started to rain...crap...my skirt got wet....came home soaking wet.....

big band last week was sort of sad...mr.reggie says that georgie got bad timing cuz when she doesn't come...a lot of ppl turn up...but when she turn up....only 5 ppl turn up....lol....
den..mr.reggie told me play the horn oso for the orchestra part....well...can i say no...well obviously i can't....i'll feel bad....so yeah...i'm playing 2 instrument again...first practice is this thursday n i can't go...lol....owh well...bet he wouldn't mind cuz i always turn up for all his practices....hehehe....

this thursday...goin to watch HARRY POTTER GOBLET OF FIRE movie premier....yippee....goin to catch it with a bunch of frens...

guess thats all....i'm goin to sign off now.....happy hols ppl...

i wish i hadn't but i did

i wish i hadn't but i did....that was wad always happens to me....i'm not trying to sound sad or anything but the thing is we can't turn back time so wad is done is done...

MY PERSONALITY

a person hu starts wif the letter 'G'
>You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.

a person hus birthday is in the month october
>Loves to chat
> Loves those who loves him
>Loves to takes things at the centre
>Attractive and suave
>Inner and physical beauty
>Does not lie or pretend
>Sympathetic
> Treats friends importantly
>Always making friends
>Easily hurt but recovers easily
>Bad tempered
> Selfish
>Seldom helps unless asked
>Daydreamer
> Very opinionated
>Does not care of what others think
>Emotional
>Decisive
>Strong clairvoyance
> Loves to travel, the arts and literature
>Soft-spoken, loving and caring
>Romantic
>Touchy and easily jealous
>Concerned
>Loves outdoors
> Just and fair
>Spendthrift and easily influenced
>Easily lose confidence

a person hu's star sign is libra
>Turn ons
>Libra needs peace and harmony in all their relationship so help them maintain that. Venus the ruling planet gives them beauty and they have weakness for people who can compliment them about their beauty (you will not have to make an effort to do that anyway). You can help Libra seek union and partnership in life. If you have Libra partner you can be sure to share beautiful and pleasurable moments together.
>Turn offs
>Libra is kind and gentle soul but very argumentative. Hence do not start an argument or discussion unless of course you are free and do not know how to pass your time. They hate to lose and most probably in between of discussion they may change their side too (remember scales can tilt) and still continue arguing from other side. Do not push your Libra partner into making decisions. They will keep weighing pros and cons and may still not be able to come to any decision. Have patience!

dull things to say

It has been a dull day for me…nothing much to do….thought of studying but somehow lost that feeling…god knows y…I’m sick of being at home…can’t wait till camp starts…

Owh crap…I’m stuck again…I don have a single clue on wad to type….i feel very empty inside…though I do not know y….the reason y I hate having nothing to do is because when I’ve got nothing to do…my mind will go off wandering…thinking of all the things that has been goin on for the pass few months….i realize that I’m not trying to solve it or anything at all…more likely I’m not doin anything at all to deal with it…I don wanna talk about it…I don wanna think about it…I don wanna have anything to do with it….but everytime I open up my planner….i see all the symbols n happenings in a month…all the memories come back…bitter n sweet ones…tears n laughter….wad else more can I say…

I’ll just let this go n talk bout something else…..welll…I’ve been rather attach with my tv lately….since Emily borrowed me her full house disc….man…I’ve been watching episode by episode….none stop….hehehehe….watch quite a numbered of movies this pass week….last week while mom n dad were sleepin over at unc roger’s place…me n val was watching movie almost every night…we watch sleeping dictionary, deuce bigalow, some Korean fantasy movie ,n corpse bride(just watch it this afternoon)….holidays seem to be really sad for me ain’t it…well….it is….unless I’m preoccupied…which on the other hand….my mom n sis thinks I should not cuz I’ll neglect my studies…but they don realize that if I’m depressed or bored…I’ll won’t be able to study….so that’s it….

Now I’m speechless cuz there’s nothing for me to say anymore…. The things I wanna say…I don know how to put into words….so lets just let it be until I find the right words for it….i’ve lost my enthusiasm over this raya…

part2

My last post was a total screw up cuz I didn’t know wad to type…so this is like a pay back for the last sucky post…

I’m still sort of blank on wad to type in this post…i never thought that I would say this but I’ll say it anywayz….Rain is cute…hahahaha….no big deal but yea…I as watching full house then I thought to myself…he doesn’t look all that bad after all….lol…wad a bunch of crap I just wrote….

Anywayz…I miss my frens in school….i miss band…I miss talking to my frens online….i miss a whole lot of things….i can’t wait till our Christmas gathering…so much to talk bout….i can’t wait till music camp starts….

Mom n dad are at unc roger’s place agin tonite…val’s at home though…she’s bz packing her stuff cuz she goin back to mukah tomolo…..tonite’s the last nite mom n dad has to stay over at unc roger’s place…after tonite…the other ppl goin to stay over..

Just now before dinner I had a short argument with my dad…he’s the one thinks he knows everything n brags about it….doesn’t he realize that its rather embarrassing when he does that….he thinks he knows everyones mistake but does he realize that he makes those mistakes too…

I guess I better stop crapping before I write really silly things….so that’s all….i bet this poat will disappoint a certain ppl….but wad that heck…not that I don care but I just duno wad to write….

life goes on from here

well...it has been quite a while i've not been online....well..u see..i've been goin out quite often n the times i'm at home...i can't go online...chis..trust me..its pure torture...

wads up for me this pass few days...well..as u read the previous post i have a new cupboard..then raya....well went to one house on the first day n that was it...then dad decided to go to sg cina for a dip...so we did....den on the second day...we all stayed home...did a bit of clearing up...den i went out..hehehe....wad am i suppose to do amn...i was suppose to help my frens out wif their halloween party....heheh....so here how it goes....

was there in the afternoon...val sent me there...den...blow up balloon...n set up the things for the party lar...the usual things...den.....ppl started comin....we played games....cremed the guys....cremed me...started chasing pppl around with cream in hand....hehe...played the most famous game...truth or dare....some ppl did a stupid dare....chis....sowee i'm cutting this short cuz the fear of getting caught online is killing me...

so my day for today...reallly suck....mom n ddad woke me up shouting at the top of their lungs...moved all my clothes into the new cupboard.....there goin to remove one or two cupboards out of my room....den.. now here is where i am....this is really a short post.....

owh well..no worries....there be longer ones after this.....well...for the record....i never knew that not being online for several days...would bring so much suprises to me....certan updates in ppl's blog...well...i got to sign off now....i an''t wait to go out again....music camps starts this wed nesday...woohooo....

My new cupboard

Its been quite sometime since I last update my blog….well…that’s because I have a bit of problem coming online…com is still outside of the room n to connect to the net would mean getting myself bombarded by my sis n parents….well…one sentence sure describes it all….it sucks real bad….

Well anywayz…early this morning went to JPN to do my MyCard…since mom has been bugging me bout it so finally went to do it…..den went to sekama to buy paint for my new cupboard…well here r the updates on my room….
1. I’ve got a new cupboard….duh…
2. dad got the wrong idea of green for the cupboard…it was suppose to be very light apple green but he bout apple green which was every ugly cuz it totally contrast with my room color which is yellow…
3. he started painting…the color turn out to be real ugly…luckily it was first coating so another layer on top of this ugly green was strongly supported by both my sis….
4.went back to the shop he bought the paint n change for other things that he need for the room…
5. bought new paint for the cupboard…its called blossom…its actually very light shade of pink which blend in very well with the room…spend the whole afternoon painting it…
6.manage to cover the bottom part of the cupboard….goin to continue tomorrow if possible….
7. help dad change the window at the upper part of the room…

I realize something when I was helping dad just now….i figured that being a girl in this particular chan family is a good thing…heheh…well mom may complain that the three of us don act like gurls…ehehehe…well at certain things we do but sometimes when we’re at home I don think that being gurlie quite helps around the house…if we’re being really gurlie 24/7…dad’s not goin to get anything done…well…imagine us being really gurlie the house will never be clean by us…nor will we help dad in doing all his projects such as our new room…I remember the time when we first move into this house…he did the retiling for the kitchen area…all of us had to help him take off the old tile n mix the simen for him….mom was certainly making a hell of noise bout it…..LOL…among cousins we’re counted as the more ganas ones…hehehh…probably we have been through all kinds of trainin at home…val claims that her hands is not fat but muscle…hah…rite…angie use to have them from tennis but since she start losing weight…it became flabby….argh…mine doesn’t flab but its moderate…haha…well..i’m talking a whole lot of crap again…bet it totally bored the hell out of whoever is reading this….hehe…well..thats just about the amount of crap I’ve gotta say….just wanna wish all my muslim frens selamat hari raya…this years celebration on tv is good…heheh…there goin to show sepet on ntv7 n oso astro ria…heheh….not forgetting gol dan gincu too….yippee….all the nice n sweet malay movie…yeah….owh another thing…love is in the air this time round of the year…hehe…a few of my frens just got hook lately….lol…okies…that’s all….byez…

BAND IDOL N MAJLI KECERMERLANGAN TERESIAN

Well…last night was SJS band’s band idol…honestly I wasn’t rather disappointed a bit….i was really hoping it to be real good but it didn’t reach my expectation…I was sort of disappointed…I was rather hoping it to be as good as the last one I went toi was only entertained by the IMH ppl, okay I’ll give some credit to the point blank group…there okay…not all that bad…den…the pain killers was good….the fusion was one of the few that was good…the rest was a bit draggy n boring…cause it was sort of a repetition….i certainly hope i didn’t offence any of the sjs band member….it was okay lar…on the rate 1 to 10(the bigger the number the better)…I’ll probably give it a 6….okay…cuz I wouldn’t say that I didn’t had any fun at all….

Among us hu sat together then was me,aggy,georgie,row,trace,Emily,carol, n anna….hehehe…we took all kinds of silly pictures….wat did we actually do during the decision making time…hmm….well…a lot of jokes..n stalking…*cough*cough*…row…*cough*cogh*…hehehehe….anywayz…it finished quite late last night…reach home around close to midnight….luckily mm wasn’t freak about it…anna send me home…slept along the way home…was very tired last night…

This morning nearly didn’t make it to school on time…but thank goodness there was no cars on the road….so fasten the traffic a bit…..reach school ten minutes before 6.45am….luckily or else fine n pumping….chis….newayz….claire n georgie was nearly late but good thing there weren’t or else it’ll be triple for them…owh well…the event this morning went on quite smoothly…except for school song though…it was a bit cacated…my saints so totally sucked same goes for my circle of life….crap…something was wrong with my lipping…but newayz…its over liaw….went on stage twice today…once for a plat n or wateva u called it for prefect n RM20 for PMR…hehe….money money money…I want money…LOL….newayz…then there was like super long of prize presentation…n we just sat there until the whole thing ended….the kokurikulum award was won by Rachel goh n the best student award was Christine…yippee….hip hip hooray for Christine….was extremely exhausted after the whole event ended….before we went home…mr.su ask us to go music room for the the jamuan thing cuz a lot of left overs…den…caught a pair of love birds at the car park….hehehehe…..mickey n Minnie…how sweet….hehehehehe…

The dinner was great I guess…not much to say bout it….real funny event…geral,elly,Emily n rach eating crab…where as me n georgie took pic….hehehe…it all went welll…

Majlis Graduasi Tingkatan 5

It's 3.30 in the morning..i can't sleep...so decided to update my blog.....yesteday was the majlis graduasi tingkatan 5...we played the three songs as usual...choir sang their famous sejahtera malaysia n rachel played claudine....it was okay...it was the last performance with our old uniform...on saturday we'll all be using the new one...yippee....

well...nth much happen actually.....bz taking photos got lar....during performance...after performance...we had a big group picture with our form 5 seniors....which was very funny...we were all huging n saying goodbye...wishing them luck in their exams....after our performance...we all went back to music room...us the form 4 had to change back into our school unforms was being disturb by the juniors....but they got it back too...man i love my juniors...especially the little ones like dae,dorothy,jacqueline, and audi...managed to take a picture with them...hehehe....pic will come up soon...waiting for georgie to pass back my pendrive tomolo.....yeah...

after getting changed and everything we were all suppose to go to the hall for some koperasi thing...it was so silly...but then again it was funny... the best part was when suddenly mr.su said something like..'ini anak saya'....n we alll burst into laughter....he's such a funny person...but the first week he was here ....he was really scary...but it turn out that he's as funny as mr.tan...but during the koperasi thing i was sitting with aggy...we were talking bou twast we miss bout mr.tan...well..one of them was his pep talk....heheh...miss those....get them every sat before band start...its good encouragement...st jo came to make promotion in our school today during the koperasi thing...promote their band idol....pitied abby though...she was so bz doin all kinds f things...suddenly they come....menyusahkan her even more....luckily she was okay with it...she was so exausted....so after the koperasi thing...me,aggy n angie stayed back to help her keep the stuff...den we went back to class....

i was sort of lost at first when i got back to class....but soon i was back into the mood with my gang again....we took all kinds of pictures...i would say really vain pictures....hehehehe...but hu cares...its our last few days in form 4 rite...hehehehe.....the seven of us draws lots for the christmas thing oledi...hehehehe...guess hu i got....but sowee...can't say....hehehehe...but anywayz...we chit chat before we went home....i think teacher got the wrong time n let us go 5 minutes before the correct time we were suppose to go...

today we're goin to have rehersal for prize giving on sat n oso band have rehersal for pimary school prize giving....sigh...soo many things to do again....tonite is band idol...owh yea...if i'm not wrong i think i heard my frens n juniors said that my instrument look like a snail at a total of more than 15 times yesterday....well...its not like i can help it rite it's shaped like that....i guessed thats wat makes it so unique....hehehee....okie...i gotta go now...dowan to get caught being online by my mom,dad n sis....so thats it....will post soon about today....hopes it turns out okay...hopes geogie brings her cam again today...wanna take pic with juniors....hehehe...

MY STUPIDITY

My stupidity started about a few months back….i thinki would say it started around the month of june or july…well…anywayz..there was this guy I had a crush on…he was my own secret crush for a few months before I actually told someone about him…well..i would say that was when my stupidity started…..

I first met him at the Halloween party last year…I was personally surprised in getting invited to that particular party…it wasn’t only me that was surprised…there was my two closest fren den…n they still r my frens but not all that close cuz we were in different class this year…so anywayz…when I first met him…he still had someone in his life n I really had nothing den…for I only saw him as a fren…beginning of the year….i started tuition with him…it was not only one tuition class but I would meet him for tuition for at least three times a week for tuition…I was teased at first by my frens since I kept seeing him so often….well..it wasn’t only him particularly that I kept getting teased for…there was another fren that goes to the same tuitions with him….i was teased bout him too…but as usual I ignored the teasing…

As month passed…well u can say that I am close to the other fren but I only saw him as a good fren of mine that I can tell tales to….but him on the other hand was a totally different thing…I couldn’t understood it myself how could it be any different….then…later….well u can say we got closer n closer….but I guess as really good frens….we mesg n talk….i did realize deep inside of me there was something different but I didn’t wanna admit it so I ignored it….but sooner or later I couldn’t ignore it anymore….well u can say it kept growing inside of me...but I didn’t wanna do anyting bout it for I’m scared of loosing wat we already have which is our friendship…

Finally, when a fren of mine had a crush on someone…she didn’t wanna tell me hu it was unless I told her mine…so we made a deal between both of us….i tell her mine she tell me hers…so we did….n that was the first time I actually told someone…soon after that…ppl found out bout it….a few of my closest fren said they weren’t surprised to know that I have a crush on him for is as though I talk about him a lot…but I never realize that….so as usual…being frens of mine…they teased me about it…but I could handle it for it doesn’t matter if they know…its not like there goin to do anything…

Well…we got closer rite…so I treated him as one of my really close frens…so I asked him question that I normally joke around with my frens when we’ve got nothing better to do…it was harmless question….but den…I guess his frens read those mesg n gave him the idea that I might have a crush on him…which is true but there was no need for him to know….well…as being honest frens to each other…I told him the truth...since then…all kinds of happenings have already happened…ups n downs…tears n laughter….well…things will never be the same anymore after what had happened…we can’t turn back the time….wat is done is done n it’ll all come to n end sooner or later…but until that time comes…it still hurts…no matter wat is said or done…so we’ll just let time heal the pain….
KESIMPULANNYA:
I’m feeling down again….this time its about me n not bout anyone else…well…sometimes a simple conversation with a fren which was suppose to be about something else somehow ends up about ourselves…n leave us in pain n depression.

last week of school for the year 2005

well...it seems that we've started the last week of school today...well....it started like usual...except that i woke up late...woke up at 6 when i'm suppose to wake up at 5.30 to get ready...zainol offered to drive me down to school..so okay...he drove me to school...

was nearly late but luckily i wasn't late....newayz...today was a very busy day....was hardly sitting in cclass...after doin my morning duty...i followed agnes to go look for ms tan...then she said we need to clean the music room a bit since the st joe miri ppl coming tomolo...so we did...me,emily,georgie,agnes,claire,jacq n carol went down to the music room....me,aggy,georgie n emily did the windows n the rest did inside the room...they mopped the floor three times until the room has a super strong smell of dettol....while we were cleaning the windows...the teacher kept passing by n all of them kept laughing at georgie....LOL....we were all cleaning the wiindow but among all of us..all the teacher kept laughing at her only...muahahahah...padan....after cleaning the windows i realize that i totally ruined my nails n they were all black n not shiny anymore...i was complaining when georgie started to complaint bout me buffing my nails during practice on sat...hehehe....ppl bored bah...dah lar cannot talk...so i do my own bussiness lar...i buff my nails....hehehe..i know the jealous they don have shiny nails like mine....hahahahaha...just kiddin...anywayz...it was okay lar...

today was a very hectic day though...a lot of talking n confusion...well...its a good thing its all been cleared out...left a few bits here n there...newayz...susah i call georgie on saturday nite....rupa-rupanya...she didn't have her phone...it was left in the st jo teachers room...lawak betul....well...a day doesn't end with the seven of us gathered together to chit chat a bit after the whole morning running around running errands.....i'm taking arts as my extra subject for SPM....well...tiff was all frust bout tomolo's meeting with the miri ppl....so they all started to make fun of me as usual with the whole KC n Mr.Teo jnr thingy again...owh well....i didn't had much too say...i just kept quiet....rite....that wouldn't be me...muahaha...of course i tentang habis habis....nolar....well...were kiddin around about stuff as usual...then we didn't even realize that it was time to go home....sc2 when off much much earlier than our class did.....owh well....everything ends well today for me...i think....not so cranky anymore....not so depreesed anymore...but i'm still sick....CRAP....owh well...thats all...apparently...'owh well' seems to be my favourite word now...LOL....byezzzzzz....

SOMETIMES IT’S HARD TO SAY WHAT INSIDE OURSELVES

Its nearly 2 in the morning already….and still I’m not sleepy…probably I feel like crap…I feel as though I have betrayed a fren in return of her distrust on me…but now I dunno how to right the wrong.....i hate being stuck in the middle….i want to trust this fren of mine but its hard for me to do so if she refuse to trust me in return….ppl tell things that r hers to tell me…it makes me angry to think that she doesn’t trust me when I trust her to the fullest….it really disappoints me…..

What I hate even more is that I know a fren hu I thought I could trust…turn out to be someone hu can’t be trusted at all…it hurts to know that I have such frens….but I try not to mind about it to keep my friendship with them…..among all things…friendship is what I treasure most next to my family….i even choose friendship over love….a friendship with a person is far more precious than anything else….loosing a fren over something that is not possible is just stupid…..

I hope what I just said doesn’t affect any of my frens….for this ppl that I am trying to say is someone hu I wish doesn’t exist anymore ….instead a new person is formed….

I really wish to tell someone wat I know….but it seems to me that its quite impossible until the right time comes….


MY DAY

Had band this morning….it was okay…quite fun…as usual….i’ve gotten my tickets for band idol already…I don think I have much to say about how my day was cuz until now I still feel like crap….i’m sick with a sore throat n blocked nose….meaning flu lar….my whole back aches cuz on Friday night….val help me ‘kau sua’….first she did it for dad….she use the bowl…..since I ‘juak tiok’….thats the only way to get better faster….so I got it too….now… I’m bruised at the shoulder n back….

So yeah…it hurts….badly….especially when the juniors kept poking my back…they were occasion I will suddenly scream out a loud squeal……this week will be the last week of tuition I think…since it’s the last week of the month….last Friday was my last at pbk…supposedly to be this Friday but since I can’t make it the coming Friday….it was my last there until next year starts again…whats left is mr.teo’s tuition n mr.s hon….

We had big band today too….it wasn’t all that bad…got new ppl playing…got upcoming performance in December…..played a few new songs and some old ones….it was very nice and jazzy….as usual…me n priscilla r the noisy ones….kept teasing sui hui n her aaron…..LOL….

Anywayz….i guess that’s all for today lar….nth much oso….actually its more like not much actions but a whole lot of thinking…..things like ppl said to me…. ‘I don’t think u really love him, its just a crush’…the silly thing is that if it is just crush y issit that its so hard to let go…..if u ask me…if its nothing…it’ll be just like the DIXON incident….letting him go was not hard….it was clear n fast….although it was said we were together for awhile…..i do not think so…neither does he…we’ve never really had anything if u ask me….we were just probably close fren for awhile….well….i can’t help to say that I’m happy to see him with wendy now…..glad he found someone hu suits he better….happy for wendy oso…for she was one of my close frens in those time when I was ditched by certain frens…..

It’s a wonderful thing to have plenty of frens n not to just rely on one group of frens…..

my day...

well today is my burfday....it started off quite well....mom nearly forgotten it was my birthday..but eventually she remembered....now i'm suppose to list down my thank you list....

well....i'll start of with my close frens...like row,trace,tiff,rach,georgie,emily,claire n janice. they shared to buy me my present....the couple pig, the card the piggy box, the piggy pencil box n ear rings not forgetting the piggy card... thanx a lot gals....love u ppl a whole lots....next...ah jo, stella, pat,paulynn, jenny, kat,sandra n the wholoe gang....thanx for the piggy card....some how i find it really funny cuz getting two same card for birthday. u ppl really know i love pigs that much...hehehe.....not forgetting agnes,angela,priscilla n wendy in sharing to buy me HP 4 movie premier.....

i guess i got quite a no. of present today...i'm so glad i have u all as my frens....not forgetting all my frens hu gave me birthday wishes n hugs....i had a great day.....byt i will admit that i was a little bit embarrassed when the whole class started singing the birthday song.....i was very suprised....

well...thats almost everything that happen today....got our final result...i manage to maintain my place in 5sc1 next year...yippee.....went for band...band was okay...but i just realize that my headache in band just got a bit bigger....ppl that i didn't prepare uniform for came for band today...die lar.....its almost less than 10 minutes away before my birthday ends......well since my birthday is on a week day...no family dinner....dad's not feeling well...got tuition...wasn't all that bad...had my frens there....val called me n say when sshe comes back we'll alll go for dinner....but too bad angie's not goin to be around.

today was a great day....there is no doubt about it....

some pressie from my sis and my frens. 

my extended family....hehehehe....they are piggyiggy,piggywiggy,pigster,pigpig,babe,judie,piggy,porkchop,and the couple pig. aren't they just adorable!!!! 

yesterday was a depressing day....

well..we got back all our test paper yesterday....i was extremely depressed.....especially during bm....i know that pn eliza was sort of dissapointed with my bm marks...i'm dissapointed wif it myself to...but wat can i do...i was never good in komsas or tatabahasa....sigh....i guess during the hols i've gotta work hard....sigh....my results this term really msucked...my sejarah, maths,english, p.moral,chem,bm and est dropped.....i guessed thats almost all my subject i dropped...just thinking of it i wanna cry..i think i'm goin to drop class next year....*sniff*sniff*....

i was close to tears yesterday during bm time but i told myself not to...its not good to cry in front of my frens....anywayz....i depressed the whole day...i had to stay back for halloween meeting which was okay...but before that i accompany agnes to sugarbun to meet up with ivan to pay for harry potter premier...both of us was complaining the whole way....but i could smiled a bit after that....i saw something that made me happy for awhile....hehehe....i didn't do much yesterday...came home start doin my frindship band....was suppose to be doing cross stich but angie took all the book....was watching desperate housewives disc too...damn funny.....

today was okay....got back est paper...check our marks before teacher put into our report cards...nearly got a C for bio cuz teacher put wrongly....but luckily i corrected it....after EST...we did our registration for SPM....den...finished that....me,georgie,emily,row,tiff,trace,rach,abby,janice,elaine,sal,mimi,joanna and someone else...i ca't remamber who was it....anywayz...the 14 of us went down to teacher's room to help pn.foo....we were at the library labelling the files for the form 5 graduation n after that some of them went back to class and i think there were 10 of us went to resourse room to check the 'cenderamata' for the prefects n class monitor....there goin to be given out during prize giving....hehehe....the sort of spelled joanna's name wrongly...so mean ppl...den...we went for break...it was usual...i remember tiff telling us at the library to rampas any barang larangan....she even said that teacher is afraid that our school's gurls get inffluence with st.jo...bring fire crackers......so funny.....as if anyone dares....

later after break we went for band.....didn't played at all....i was practically bz running around dealing with the handouts of uniforms....no instrument for me oso...didn't bring mine....sigh....so just sat there listen to the ress of my section play...at certain parts they sounded really good...but certain part sounded really bad.....but wat to do....they can't hit the note wat...wat can be done.....

exams over but still were bz as usual....camp coming soon....halloween is coming too....our magazine committee dinner oso coming.....cya dinner oso.....aduh...so many events...not forgetting the st jo band idol...wah...mm's goin to kill me...she'll be saying...."after exam lor...still got so many activity...when r u goin to start studying for SPM"....sigh....STRESS STRESS STRESS........argh.........but anywayz...i should not be sad tomolo...hehehehehe...i should be happy.....and thats wat i'm goin to be.....ngehehehehehehehehe.....okies thats all for today n yesterday.....we'll see wat tomorrow brings....

THE MONTH OF OCTOBER

Exams finished today…YIPPEE…….its PARTY time…..hahahahaha……that’s wat I call it but honestly its not quite lasting….but anywayz…hu said anything was forever….rite????

Well…the month of October has been my favourite month since i was small….well…it is for a certain reason I love this month so much….especially this year…..as we all love to put it….SWEET SIXTEEn…….ahahahhaha….but too bad…not in a mood of having a party…just wanna hang with my frens n the ppl that I love….angie is back again….yippee….she’ll only be goin back after my burfday…..which makes me even more happier…val came back this afternoon….i think this weekend….yeah…the three of us can go out shopping again….hahaha…..one thing I like goin out wif them is that I no need to pay…..hahahaha…that has always been the priviledge I get for being the youngest…hahahaha….

Anywayz…I’m thinking of hanging out wif my frens first…hehehehe….there’s plenty of things I wanna do when this week is over….
1. shop till I drop(but I’ve done that be4 exams) anywayz..
2. watch movie with my frens or maybe angie n frens
3. go on a date…ahahahaha…
4. hang out wif all my frens
5. Halloween party(which I have no decided wat to wear for it…hahah)
6. back to band again
7. got music camp comin up on the 9-11 of Nov
8. Band idol (28 October)

We’ve gotten our yearly school magazine already….hahaha…was bz all morning goin around the 5 sc1 class askin for their auto’s…honestly I’m goin to miss this seniors of mine….within this four years I’ve had a lot of lovable seniors n they all leave very sweet and nice memories…..can’t believe that next year this time it’ll be my turn….so sad….hehehe….well…I’ve missed all my seniors before me….and now…I’m goin to miss my juniors when that time comes….anywayz……

Exam finish today…back to everyday life…hehehe….back to band already….started off with planning for music camp n all those up coming performances….yippee…teacher told us this afternoon that we’ll be using NEW UNIFORMS for hari penyampaian hadiah …..hehehehe….well be4 that still got another performance that we have to wear our old uniform first lar….hehehe…can’t wait to try on our new uniforms…..
Well…this seem to be a very very long post since I’ve not posted for weeks long….my room is done….dad’s just doin all the final touches…..comp is still not back in the room….but…enjoying sleeping on the second floor now….its sort of like a tree house….hehehehe…we’ll I guess I better stop here for now….byez…..

MORNING WITH MY FOSTER PARENTS.

U asked me if there is two things that I could take steal from u wat would it be??
Well…honestly I lied about wat I would steal from u…I do not want ur phone but ur heart. The other would be ur love. That’s wat I would steal from u.

Hehe..well..today is Sunday n tomorrow is Monday…duh…tomolo we continue with our exams…having chemistery paper3 and paper 1 not forgetting EST paper 1. we had paper 3 for fizik n bio already andoso paper2 for bm…sigh….talk about paper 2…I’m goin to flunk it….i didn’t study on biodata Othman puteh…so conclusion…I already lost 7 marks…..weehooo*sarcastically*

Well…lets talk bout today…or maybe we’ll start from yesterday….hehehe….got up late yesterday morning…no activity so was home all morning….went out wif sis at night cuz wanted to bookstore…but when we finally wanted to go bookstore….it was late already….thanx to poor sick zainol….should hav ask him to stay at home since he’s sick….sigh…nvm….anywayz….we did manage to go times though….but val didn’t find the book she wanted….i obviously didn’t either cuz wrong bookstore….so most probably today will be goin out to hunt for the book again this afternoon. When we finally got home last night I started studying again….studied sejarah….until 3am..mom n val was watching that Korean series on AEC until 3 oso….so after studying go sleep lor….

Then woke up again at 6am…had to go for the red cross jog-a-thon….was the first official to arrive….so sesated cuz dad had to go for the Zecon one at the toll so left me all alone wating for other official to arrive…..aunty dorita came first after me….finally…hehehe…was chit chatting bout how was her CMS sports meet….wah….byk complain….hehehe…luckily I didn’t go….anywayz….the run finished earlier than last years cuz less ppl…so Mr.lim offer to drive me home….hehehe…spend a morning with me foster parents….which was very fun….talk bout lots n lots of things in the car….the pony incident….the Friday night dinner n many more….hehehe….i drop hints on him already I wanna join him on his trips to damai next year….hahahaha…tamak betul saya….we had breakfast together too…so fun…too bad ah jude didn’t go…kononnya study for exams…hmpf….early morning go online…heheh…mr.lim n aunt jo was complaining bout it n I was grinning at the back seat cuz it reminds me of myself..hahaha…den after breakfast they brought me home lor….they had a short chat wif mom….den they left. Aunt jo has already done 7 of her chemo treatment….she said so far no burned spots yet so the doc ask her to MA ask her to get a check up with the doc….so we’ll just wait for further notices lor….hope she’s goin to be well…

Came home den mom says wanna go choice daily for awhile so followed her lor to elp her carry groceries….hehehe…kuai hor me….hahaha…tak malu…puji diri sendiri…anywayz…help her sort the things den…heres where I am now lor…this is a very long post due to not being online for such a long time….my rooms attic is nearly done….i went up there yesterday…was so cool…its so high up….but the prob now is dad hasn’t made a way up yet…..still using ladder….according to him it will be done in a few more weeks time….its a good thing too I can’t go online….can concentrate on my studies….hope I don fail anything…I dowan to drop class….so I’m goin to work real hard this two weeks….i wanna stay in my class….hehehe…teruk lar I say thing like that….make me sound so haulian…but I’m not seriously…I can’t drop too…if I do my family wiloll kick me man…so I dowan to risk all my birthday pressie from them…hehehehe….okie..thats all for now…until the next time….

life these days are just indescribable..

today is monday....mondays r never good so don expect it to be good.....well as we all know saturday we had school...well that was normal except in the morning i get to see a bunch of st jo prefects rushing over to church area...which we teresians find funny...hahaha...

anywayz.....halloween...welll there has been quite a lot of things happening lately...and...as for gurls being us gurls....just can't handle it anymore...some time i wonder y can't gurls just forgive and forget......okay i've seen a few incident where the guys were argueing on stupid things..but eventually the got back together as frens....saying sorry and everything...i'm not trying to make the gurls look bad but its the fact.....i mean can't they just forgive looking at since we've all beens frens for nearly four years now......

but owh well....i don think i should touch on that topic cuz its rather sensitive to those few ppl hu visit my blog quite frequently....today really sucked if u ask me....some of my fren actually pulled me out of class just to ask me on how i know some rumors goin around....i mean some frens just dunno how to keep their mouth shut sometimes...even if the hear some things....can't they like ignore it n bug off since its nothing to do with them....say if it is one of ur close frens...okay if ur fren let u know den that is fine...but somethings that has nothing to do with u at all...there is no need for butting in....so bug off....its not like u dig more n more info about that thing...its goin to do any good to u....even if ur frens let u know....u don have to make it a big deal like telling the whole world about it....its just annoying....

wat annoys me even more is that some ppl way of thinking that has this idea on sc1 students r very stucked up.....honestly if u ppl try n get to know us better u'll know a different side of us that we don normally show....the reason y u think we r so stucked up is because we don't quite give a damn about things that doesn't involves us.....only matters that which we dowan to know but ppl tell us n ask us to help them den we lend a hand.....even if they tell us....n say like plz don tell anyone...of course u don go telling ppl lar....its not a good thing to do...this is where most ppl get us wrong.....sometimes some ppl need to know how to respect other ppl's privacy....in some doesn't wanna talk about some things...there is no need to force it out of her....u'll just make her feel very uncomfortable...sometimes not knowing anything is better than knowing something....

i think i've enough crap i've written...i don think many is goin to get wat i say..but nvm..its better off that way....but if u do....plz don keep any hard feelings....for this as we all know is my blog...so this is wat i think...its not neccessary that everyone agrees with me....so this is it....THE END

renovation

argh...my room is goin to be renovated a bit by my dad...he's goin to make a second room on the top part of the room....well...for that had to clear out from my own room...goin to be sleeping in val's room...com is left outside...which i personally do not agree but wat choice do i have.....can't connect to the net as often anymore until this renovation is done....crap...so pissed....but hoping this will be a short one....hehe....

so ppl...don be suprise if i don update cuz i can't its rather troublesome...i'll try though...crap man...i really hate this...its the exact feeling like last christmas....imagine christmas...time to enjoy...i can't even connect to the net....it was for a couple of days...which was rather sucky....owh well...i've not much too say anymore...good luck in the exams to everyone....byez...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY

lolz....forgotten to mention that today i meant yesterday since its oledi the 1am of 21st september......is emily's birthday....well don say we forggoten ur birthday...hehe...we sort of planned it earlier than u did...i think...well anywayz...bet u like ur new gadget...a hp...hehe....not only that hor...got sim card some more....enjoy wif it...now all of us can keep in contact......hehehe.....i ain't got much to say bout that anymore...goin to get me sleep now....nitezzzzzz

skipping classes ain't all that...

wel...today was a rather tiring day for me....was runnign around the school most of the time...was not late for roll call this morning...hehehehe...infact i was the first...hehehe....den...claire put me duty at carpark...so soi...early morning oledi see jaws...man...well ain't that a bad sign....heheheh....kiddin....did duty as usual...partner didn't come so masneah had to be my partner...heheh....den...sat in class for only one period den was told by pat n claire have to go practice for tomolo's presentation at mr.teo's office....so we did....was there for one period...was late to class cuz had some things to do...went to see mr.reggie ask him bout big band practice...den...go back class....had physics...damn boring...was hardly concentrating....hehehehe......felt so lost cuz didn't know wat was ms.chung teaching....welll..nvm...den the council ppl come back from escorting the principals from other school....they sat for only 20 to 30 minutes den it was 10 minutes to break...so we had to go down for break....

break was like any normal break time except that no need to bring student to pick rubbish cuz form 5 having exams....den...finish duty go back class....den...pat say wanna take pic of the teachers involve to be put into the slide show....so borrowed georgie's camera n ent round school looking for teachers....when we finally finish doin that....it was like oledi pass 2 periods....so practically i skipped maths n english....went back to class half way through went cikgu jasmee was giving hints on exam....den...sat there....feeling tired n sleepy....couldn't really catch wat he was talking bout...heheh....

after school angie came to pick me up...went to saberkas to get a haircut....besides doin that we did shopping for hand phone...she was looking for the prefect phone that fit her best....ran into unc.roger n cousin arthur so had to have lunch wif them...wasted an hour...den finally freed from that....shop for the phone...den finally get a haircut....mine still the same just that it looks better cuz the guy didn't touch my front hair...heheh....

we at saberkas for nearly 3 hours....*sigh*....luckily free parking...den...went home...was so tired...fell asleep in the car....den came home...take bath...get ready stuff for tuition....abgie packing her stuff...so yeah...she went back tonite....sad thing i couldn't send her off....had tuition....arthur left for kl today too..he took the 4 o'clock flight....didn't send either..but well..it doesn't matter...bet he didn't mind....

*phew*...wat a day....i guess thats all for today....signing off now....

IL DIVO

hey ppl out there...especially gurls looking out for good music....more like good looking hunks with good voice....check this group up....damn good....currently listening to it...hehehe....

welll....today is like any typical mondays....except that skipped the last two periods...for CYA audition for presenttation....well...turns out i'm partnering wif michelle n pat is partnering claire...so okay lar....stayed back for awhile today...suppose to practice but turns out we were just fooling around....so yeah...thats wat we do best....not much too say lately....

there r times i'm happy n there r times i'm sad....but one way or another...someone will cheer me up eventually.....despite hu it is....it helps....thanx....no need to mention names...cuz i think they know hu they r....

welll....this is one of my shortest post....but wat to do...i just have nothing to say...so yeah...thats my life now...my excitement in blogging has perrished.....to goodness knows where....

lantern fest this year so totally sucked...didn't play lantern cuz my heart was not in it....my heart was some where else wandering in the dark of the night with only the moon shining so brightly...

guess wat ppl....there a prom in town...organized by hitz .fm...its on the 7th of disember 2005....can u actually believe that there actually having a prom here....bet most of the form 5 ppl goin....well...lucky ppl rite...i'm not goin to deny that a prom sounds pretty cool...but the only down fall of the thing is u need a partner....lucky for those ppl hu has spouses....hehehehe....okie...enough crapping for now....bye ppl....

i wished tears would flow instead of indescribable pain inside…

I never felt wat I am currently feeling tonite…I feel as though I have been left behind n nobody seems to care…..so many things I wished but none seems achievable….i’m so depressed….i was happy earlier today but due to wat had just happened..i’m depressed….i dunno how to put into words…I was happy before but now its just diffeent….in so many indescribable way……I feel so helpless….sometimes I wonder y don just tears flow…its so much easier den bearing the pain nobody understand….ppl r goin to say that my post doesn’t makes any sense again….but hu cares….like I said I dunno how to put it into words to describe it…..all I can say that it hurts inside….but outside….a smile is a I can give….guess I’m goin to take my nap earlier tonite….like wat someone said to me…take a nap…n when u wake up…everything will be alrite…..i wish that was true…cuz not all things r that easy to go away…sometings seems forever….for those frequent readers of my blog….bet u must be shocked to see me post such a short post….well….lately I don have much to say or type….wanna know wats goin on in school…read the class blog enough liaw lar….byezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

wonderful day.....

yesterday went out wif sis val n bought my new year clothes...ahahahaha.....i bought cheongsam's....two of them....hahaha...a couple of t-shirt's....oreef , forest n bontton....den....a new pair of jeans...wakakakak.....happy...so happy....i receive something from someone too....hahahahah......no one can be as happy as me the whole of yesterday...heheheh.....earlier of the day we had performance at the primary school....it wasn't all that bad....quite good actually...den....we went on wif band practice...but unfortunately....mr.reggie didn't come....weee....we had games instead...played the tanggled game n bom bom...ahahaha...best practice ever....ahahahahha.....

today was fun...went to ah kuang's wedding this morning....it was very traditional...the tea ceremony....had to offer tea to him....hahah...got red packet.....hehehehe...den...went for breakfast....den go unc roger's place cuz it's granda mom's death anniversary...was there until 1 something...was late goin to emily's house...was the last to arrive...feel so bad....den....we had our discussion on our role-play for the trail for mokgobja n mahadi.....so funny....row is the secretary...emily the judge...i'm the bailiff...rachel is mahadi...tiffany is grandfather mokgobja.....tracey is the prosecutor n georgie the defenden....its goin to be funny tomolo...heheh....after that we did the perbentangan for our bm komsas....finish that too....hehehe....den came home at 5pm.....mom n dad went for the dinner...as suppose to go but didn't want too cuz my two little cousin didn't go....so currently....i'm at home here typing my post n oso...baby sitting them.....hehehehehhe.....okay....i shall stop here now....gotta go back at baby sitting them....val went out to her coursemate place to get somethings.....okies....bye....

I’M GOIN TO LOSE MY MIND

Well….as I said in my last post…today is mufti (finally know how to spell it) day…heheh….we’ll I had a bit of problem with wat I wanted to wear this morning….i couldn’t make up my mind on wat top should I wear…..well…at first I was goin to wear all black…but I look so scary cuz it was like totally black…den I was thinking wat if it turns out to be a hot day…den I’ll probably get a heat stroked from all the heat absorbed by the black color…so I change my mind a few minutes before I left house….grab one of those few t-shirt I wear quite frequently out….on the way to school….. I was regretting cuz of wat I was wearing but it was too late already…

Anywayz….today wasn’t so bad after all…except that they was some ppl hu kept accusing me of stealing her color….which I was rather annoyed with that….but wat can I say…if she doesn’t annoyed me she wouldn’t be my fren…..den…ppl sitting with me….was practically making fun of how pink I was…but nvm lar….no matters…but I certainly do not agree on wat my frens has got say bout me wearing pink all the time….its not like I want to rite….most of my clothes in the cupboard is pink…my family members get this idea that just becuz they don look quite nice in pink…so they tend to dress me up in pink….n den….they all buy me pink clothes…I don have much choice do i….if I don wear…they think I don appreciate wat they give me….if I wear…ppl say I wear that color too often….seriously man…do I have a choice in wat I wear….since I was young….all my clothes have never been really choose by myself….every time I choose something I like…one of my sis or my mom will have a comment about it…which I get really annoyed….another thing I forgotten to mention…I don always wear pink….i have other colors…but the sad part is that there r practically singlet which I don think is quite appropriate to wear to school…only wear them to certain place where I’m sure nobody will see it….

Enough with the ramblings bout my clothes…now…lets get on with my day….dad came late to pick me up from school as usual….den…had lunch at king centre….den….came home….get ready stuff for tuition…..take bath…left house earlier than usual….val wanted to go bank n go to the carpenter or something like that to discuss bout our goin to be custom made cupboard around the tv….becuz of that had to go mrs.hon’s house super early….sat there doin my work for awhile…den geral came…..den Claire…den…agan….den Kelvin…den….other ppl lar….tuition was a bit boring but not so bad lar…..my hands was constantly writing….geral scribbled on a piece of paper….den I scribbled along with her….den she tore it…den she wrote again…n I saw wat she wrote….i tried getting the paper from her……I admit I was a bit rough….but my fingers hurt too u know…don think ur the only one hu feels pain…she goin to say she hurt even more….but wat difference does it makes…wat is done is done…scold me all u want…I’m immune to it already….hehehe…..

Kesimpulannya, my dressing up today for school really sucks…n darn glad that our school has uniform n not casual wear everyday…cuz…that would really sucked….tuition was the same….est was casual….nothing much….as usual….we laugh n laugh n laugh…..about wat…doesn’t matter cuz…my mood is already ruined…I’m feeling a bit frustrated n pissed at the moment….can’t help but blame myself for all the things that happened today…okie…that’s enough complaining for one day…I’ll tell the happy thoughts another time when I’m feeling better….

MUFFIN DAY IS TOMOLO…HEHEHEH…..

Well…as u can c…tomolo is muffin day…hahah…kiddin is actually called muffty day…I dunno how u spell it..anywayz….on this particular day…we can dress up in anything we like…as in casual clothes lar…not Halloween….u get wat I mean…but…there is a catch to it…hehehehe…..we have to pay rm2…..wat do u think….ridiculous don u think…..just to wear our own clothes we have to pay rm2….well….at first I didn’t wanna pay…but den since its claire’s dad we r supporting here…so might as well….support unc su….ahahhahahah…..we had a short briefing by the council members after break on how to do duty tomolo…according to them duty goes on as usual…..but….don have to catch ppl…ahahah….funny leh…its more like a day of no school rules for all those hu pay rm2…includings prefect…hahah…but for those hu didn’t pay….too bad….u gotta follow the rules…ahahah…..we don have to catch tose ppl weaing casual clothes but those still in school uniform…..we have too…hahahah…can’t wait….trying to imagine all the council doin patrolling in the morning…don look like patrolling at all..ahahh…as though there goin for an early morning walk…ahahhahahaha……

Anywayz…..this morning we had assembly…it felt like it was very very long….the prize giving part was super long….heheh….not forgetting myself was also apart of the prize giving ceremony…ahahah….my silly essay for the cyathing came in one of the top 3…..ahahh…I got a new sim pack…wakakak…..but not sure I’m goin to activate it though….its celcom’s 019 no……expensive leh….*sigh*…..anyone wanna buy????heheh….continuing on bout today….i stayed back….heheh….saw those ppl did they’ll shooting…ahahh…so damn hilarious….they couldn’t find any guys to act so instead the persuaded a bunch of guys sitting at church to help them….ahahah….turn out to be all of them r prefects…ahahah….i only know one of them though…I think his name is Andrew Norman….ahahaa….ah-jo told me their names but can’t remember…ahahah…..anywayz…it was funny…..

I was in the music room for the whole afternoon…..i manage to clear the uniform cupboard n its super neat now…heheh……I’ll kick anyone’s ass hu ever tries to mess up that cupboard again….gave out all the uniforms for this Saturday….den…..nothing much oso lar after that….mom nearly forgot to pick me up from school…..luckily I called her up……

Owh yeah….we had our role-play this morning…hehehe….it was good…..it was funny…to c tiffany in baju kurung….tracey as si tenggang….row as the king….georgie n janice as the royal guard that has a paper pin to their backs that says “GUARD”…..ahahaha….me leh….ppl enjoy laughing at the beggar of course…..hehehe…den….the whole play was good….the pic….better view it at georgie’s blog lar….hehehe…..its all there….den…..went back to class after break….as usual….the table of prefects are very pantang with camera…heheh….wat I meant is that…when there is camera a round…we can never stop ourselves from taking pic together…ahahah….we did a really cool pic though…but a lot cacat…ahaha…taking group pic is the best….i’ll post them here as soon as I get them from georgie…heheh….

Welll..that’s all for today……owh yeah…wanan know my story on how I nearly terkantoi with my eldest sis…..on Friday…angela passed me the present for friendship daybefore tuition….den…after tuition….she came along with mom n dad to pick me…she was sitting at the back with me….she saw the present…kept asking hu gave it to me…of course I dun tell her lar…I kept using the word FREN…eheheh….den later she got sick of asking so she kept quiet….den on Monday night….mom n dad went to dinner rite…so I went out with her…..she was in the car with zainol n we were goin down the hill at reservoir park….den she go tell zainol…that got ppl give me present….den she start asking again…..she was saying like…this gurl got ppl give her present….must be from boy one…I just kept quite…den she say I didn’t answer must be one lar….i really didn’t know how to answer…den I finally came out with the answer….that present was given to me by my fren lar….FOR FRIENDSHIP DAY…..den she kept quiet after that….so sien amn….*sigh*…..she oso terkantoi in front of me….mdm eupharasia was teasing her bout her goin out with her bf…den she answered rite in front of me…yealor…..ahahah….den after that she keep quite cuz she knows I was staring at her……ahahhahah…..this story was written to the attention of NURSE ANGELINE CHAN SUE AI……if u have any comment for it…plz to say that u r welcome to comment bout it…ahahahah…..

Okies…enough for tonite….heheh….

missing u every moment of the day....

well...today i was nearly late for roll-call...but luckily got there just in time...was the last to arrive...malunya....heheh...anywayz....i did duty alone today...it was very sad...cuz had to pick rubbish...no fren to keep me company....sad...but wat to do....thats the one sad thing bout beinga prefect....u don always get to be with ur frens......but nvm lar....

last night went to mdm euphrasia's house cuz mom n dad went for dinner....left me n val....went for dinner at kfc hopoh....den she say got discussion at mdm euphrasia's house....so had to follow her cuz zinol wanted to go home for awhile...so was at her house for around an hour or 2.....i felt reallyweird when i was ther...but soon i got used to it....played with her dog...its so cute....hahah...it tried to climed on my leg...hahah...it lick my hands too...hahahaha....den me n val saw their family pic...they look so different....hehe...anywayz...i saw a pic that captured my eyes...heheh...it was the pic of amanda n her gang at her party....hahah....that time amanda tan was still chubby...hahah..they loook so funny....den i saw lots of really interesting thngs at her house...very hard to describe though....hehehe....last night came home quite late cuz val went to dollah's house....den..they chit chat..i sit there listen....val played the gutar...she asked me to try but didn't dare cuz i didn't want to.....heheh....den...come home...sleep....hahahha....

today....nothing much oso lar....we did our role play rehersal for tomolo...i think i over do it to day with my part...hahah...until georgie came up with the best supporting actress thing...hahahahah....welll..its tomolo....soon enough u'll be seeing pic.....heheheh.....den...stayed back today....hehe....did the sorting for the uniforms to be given out tomolo.....den...went to library....finally saw emily's so called cute guy....hahah....i thought how cute he was....too bad not my type so wasn't really facinated...hehehheh....studied bio n sejarah...didn't cover much of sej but manage to read half way through of nutrisi....so menyeksakan....so instead went to read to
respirasi....heheh...far more interesting....goin to go back n con't nutrisi.....but we'll see bout that....hehehhe...

tomolo...stay back again....cya thing n also give out uniforms....according to pat.....they goin to do some shooting n ask mr.teo to look for guys....she said he asked kelvin n javier...was laughing my head off...hahahahahhahaha.....can u imagine.....them being harassers...ahahhhahahah......funny... well....we'll see how issit tomolo.....argh...gotta remind myself to bring the props for tomolo's role paly...heheheheh.......well...f anyones wondering wat part am i playing.....welll..its just small parts cuz i didn't want a big one cuz to many lines to remember...ahahah....i only have to remember 3 lines only.....heheh.....i'm the friend 3, beggar and crew.....the title of our roll play is called stone junk.....heheh.....can't wait...wakakakkaka.....

simple sunday....

today is sunday...for everyone sundays is where we get to sleep till very late...well....its a different story for me...i got up at 5.30am....left house at 6am.....went for breakfast den to kubah national park.....well...this is because...today is the serapi run held at the kubah national park organized by majlis perbandaran padawan....it was okay...everything went smoothly.....no problem with dealing with unwanted help from ppl hu didn't know a thing....cuz this year they are smarter cuz the leave everything to ppl hu has experience and knowledge to run the event.....so...the out come....no problem...no cheating.....but den...the only sad thing was that it was only open to malaysians....so no foreign runners.....*darn*......usually if it is international its better cuz sometime...there are quite a number of really good looking runners......ahahah.....no worries...wouldn't go to the extend of stalking cuz i only see...i mean...its nice to see foreigners that r cute and fit......heheh....its too bad there don organize international triatlon at damai anymore.....or else...heheh...i get to go.....me and my sis will definetly be enjoying ourseles there...hahahahah.....curses those ppl hu came up with the idea in having that event at miri instead of here.....hmpf....spoil me chance to go enjoy at damai....i mean enjoy the beach though....

wat i love....strolling on the beach when the sun starts to rise and set.....thats the best time.....we were suppose to that when i was at damai beginning this year when i went with aemy che but it rained early in the morning so tidak jadi....=(...but anywayz...there willl be other times to do that.....hope i get to do that with my frens though....its nicer....heheh....well lets get back to my day....

i stayed at home the whole afternoon...did a bit of my long owed to teacher home work....den....took a short nap...got up just in time to watch one tree hill....den had dinner....den followed dad out to batu kawah to collect house rent....den.....look for the restaurant they r suppose to go to attend one of mom's relative's daughter's wedding......it seems to me that this month has been a rather prosperous month n everyone seem to be getting married....i thnk mom n dad r attending some wat araound 3-4 weddings....ahahah....mom complaining have to come out with a certain amount of money...u know lar..chinese ppl...when it comes to wedding's...must always give red packet.....red packet not cheap again....*sigh*...typical chinese custom.....den....i tried convincing the both of them to go popular but they didn't want to...or more like mom didn't want to....so instead we went to upwell at jln song...got my stationerys....i forgotten how fun it was to do stationery shopping...i mean i've not done much stationery shopping lately...even if i did..i had to do it in rush...just get wat is needed....

but anywayz....we manage to come home in time to catch csi....hehehe.....my sis told me a few days ago that she bought the whole 5 seasons of csi in dvd...wakakaka...now we have our own collection.....yippee.....i think next time we will be needing a special room to put our books and cd's and dvd's cuz..it seems to me that we have almost run out of place...and everything is so unorganize...if we do have a special room next time...i'm goin to label ever single one of them so it wll be easier to find...heeheheee.....i'm such a freak now.....better stop here...a bit too long liaw....tomolo last day for patroling.....on tuesday i'll be picking up rubbish.....ahahha.....keeping the school clean more like it.....okies...........nitez................

STALKER....ALERT....

argh....wat the freaks man...there is a stalker alert....yikes.....hu the heck does he think he is....

wat was send to me on friendster.......
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freaky don't u think.....argh........help................

spotcheck....

ahahah....today after break the class of 4sc1 got a suprised spotchecked by the council members....wah.....they manage to rampas a hp in the class....which was not suprising....they were certain rumors....hehehe..dunno lar...not sure bout the whole story....funny part was that janice n me were looking at them when they ere goin through our stuff...ahahah....i find it funny cuz we use to do that to other ppl...now its our turn.....hahah...claire checked our table....cuz the ress of them can't check their own bags.......ahahahha.....claire took a few of my sweets....wakakakaka.....

i've nothing much to say bout wat happen this few days...cuz practically nothing happen oso...ehheheh...just feeling a bit lonely sometime.....nobody to talk to....hheh.....owh well....better get back to finishing off the present...heheh.....

my merdeka celebration was great....hahahah...slept till 12 noon.....ahahh....didn't wanna get out of bed....heheh.....okies....thats all for today i guess....this particular thursday was less happenings.....not much to talk bout cuz can feel that there was a bit tension in the class.....heheh.....

mrs.hon's tuition was extremely oisy as usual...geral was tellin us stories as usual...heheh...which makes us laugh our heads off....okies....me got nothing to say liaw....4sc1 blog coming out soon...hehehehe.....

merdeka??????don feel like it....

well....honestly...i actually thought of a lot of things to write for todays post but dunno it alll went blank....hahah.....short term memory lost.....well todays is the eve of our country's independence day....it wasn't all that fun....kept goin in n out of class....after morning assembly we went to class....LATE cuz had to keep things....den....got prefects thingy.....finally we return to class....sat in class for like only 3 periods n had to go out again for break......after break same thing oso...go in class late.....den after 2 periods go out of class again.....so much for bringing my chemistery book when i was goin to skip both period of chemistery......performance wasn't so bad...except that keep goi out of tune....something went wrong with my lips broshure...*not sure how u spelll that*...hope hu ever is reading this gat wat i mean...heheh....my playing really really sucked today...i have not a single clue wat went wrong.....every thing seem to be goin bad for me today...first it was the instrument thing..den....on monday found out have to ronda carpark for another week...luckily....change units on thursday...i'm in cleanliness....aahhahah....pick rubbish....den....first friday...lucky thing not in patrol anymore....or else goin to have to patrol carpark again.....i don like that...i'm traumatized by the carpark area already.....

next, me n agnes estimated the time for or afternoon performance a little bit too late...we thought it was goin to be like until 2.30pm but it turn out that we finished at 1.30pm....so we went to have lunch at the canteen....sad to say....not much choice of food...end up eating sad phythetic nasi ayam.....that cost rm2.00 which is so not worth it.......reach home around 3pm++....took a bath...took a nap......woke up when mom came home.....felt like doin something crazee...tied my hair in two pony tails n went to tuition.....hahaha.....the reason behind it is to bring back the memories we had from camp about a week ago...which makes it last tuesday....heheh...we did our sectional performance n played the looney.....we all looked like loonies......hahah......tuition was okay.....heard the bunch of st joe guys laughing n giggling...which me n emily find it rather interesting to hear guys giggle.....heheh...no offence to those ppl....i know u guys read my blog quite often.....

after tuition.....car came early..so went home early....i'm still trying to figure out whether am i glad my car came early or was i like hoping to stay a little longer to clear some things out.....owh well..there's alwayz tomolo night.....*sigh*...so much for public holiday....well its okay...its better i go tuition than stay at home and watch tv or go online.....after coming home...after i change all my clothes...dad say he wanted to go unc roger's place.......mom didn't wanna follow so i had to go.....i didn't wanna go actually cuz i knew y he wanted to go there for.....i didn't quite like it.....but wat can i say or do.....as if he ever listen to me....as if anyone ever listen to wat i have to say......

tonight the whole town seems to be brightly decorated.....most of the lights around town was lighted...padang merdeka was extremely bright....could see it from unc roger's house.....owh yeah....kim kim's neice wedding is on mooncake festival...spoiler....i wanted to play lantern....wanna go walk at the park at night carrying a paper made lamp......the only time of the year i get to that......which bring me to soemthing i wanted to say earlier on but i forgotten wat it was...hehehhe....

GUYS GETS ALL THE FUN THINGS.....wat do i mean by that.....well.....on the way to tution...i asked mom whether i can walk to tuition on my own or even better cycle...heheh....i was just askin for fun....she replied me this...."well...if ur a boy u can do that...but since ur a gurl....forget it....the danger is out there..."shish....big deal...wat is with this gender thing....guys can go out wif their frens till late at night...gurls leh....got curfew....must be home by wat time.....guys can just go out without telling their parents hu their goin out with....gurls leh....."mom,i'm goin out with hu n hu n hu n...."sien lar......how can like that.....not fair lar.....ish...i talk bout this oso i marah...

ah kuang's wedding is on the 11th of september...this i don mind goin but my poor little cousins nobody to babysit them.....so...i guess i won't be going unless they go as well....unc roger asked me to go on behalf of hm n his wife but i dowan cuz i dowan to leave my poor little cousins.....how could he even thought of asking their grandma just come down all the way from 10th mile to thier house just to take care of them for one night...that is so not nice.....owh well...i guess old ppl think differently in different things.....*sigh*...i think i'll stop here....

its time like this i need u around...

i'm so bored....third post in one day.....its gonna be like this almost everyday liaw since no more mr.lim's tuition....its gonna rain soon...i so badly wanted to go cycling....*sigh*.....SaD SAD SAD.....

do u believe wat is said????

~~~Is KissinG a GooD ThingZ?~~~
Kissing Language (yup, it's alanguage)
if a kiss is the Language of Love,
then we have a lot to talk about it...

methods of Love....
+kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck------"we belong together"
+kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"
+kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "iwant you"
+holding hands--------"we can learn to loveeachother"

+a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt----"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----"i can't live withoutyou"
+holding on tight----"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes-----"let's getromantic"
+pulling hair on head----"tell me you love me"
+arms around the waist---"i love you too muchtolet go"

=advice=if you're kissing someone, close your eyes.it's not
nice to stare...

=requirements=post this again after reading!!...or you'll have abadyear of relationship

TALES OF HIPPO’S AND BUFFALO’S

Hahahahaha….ain’t that a cute title….hehehehe…well…I got that during bio period….our new bio teacher is pn. Carol….owh no…bad news…not a very good teacher actually…heheh….the reason behind it is very complicated….hahah…anywayz…we were studying on bab 9…den teacher showed us the video on all the diff interaction….one of them was mutualisme….heheh…she showed us the video on hippo’s…den..i was like look georgie its hippo’s…heheh….den she went like….there r hippo’s…..den…sunddenly the pic change to a bunc of buffalo’s….ahahahahahah…..i started to laugh….rowie started to laugh…we all start to laugh…georgie wanted to kick us…hahha…..den….she ask us to write the definition of the important things….den we had a bit of time to ourselves cuz she was collecting the bio peka….as usual…we all sat in a group n started to talk bout band camp…band ipr….den prefect’s camp…hahah….so long ago but still talk bout it…hahah…it never gets old….den…we moved class…went to 5sc2….there I sat with georgie…we were talking bout the video show during band camp showed by mr.marvin….pat n geogie ws exchanging ideas how nice it was n how badly we should play phantom of the opera piece…..well…georgie said y she loved the video sooo much..it was because they showed all those guys in the video not wearing any clothes during practice…she was like saying how hotty it was…hahah….i was like ….ewwwwwwwwwwww…………..band guys not wearing any baju during practice is freaky…hahaha….i prefer otherwise….its not like there got good looking body…they just plain skinny….ahahaha…..georgie georgie*shakes head*tsktsktsk…..

Hahaha….den…break…den normal things lar….den went for practice….i got the tie practice finish wrong…hahaha…..so malu…ahahahha…..den…spend a little while waiting for daddy to come….saw Julius and Octavia…. Julius gave me that I know something smile…den Octavia followed me from behind….tease her bout her having two pony tails..but it turn out she didn’t had her pony tail today….hahahhahaha….owh…pony tails reminds me of band camp…..i tied up my hair in two pony tails on the night we had to the performance…hehehehe…. rushed to unc roger’s place took a bath…den went to tuition…..todays is the last day for mr.lim’s tuition….after this month they will be no need for me to walk over to st.jo anymore…that’s until next year start again lar…heheh….wendy and Stephanie didn’t turn up….so it was just me Felicia, tony n bradley….bradley gave me a fright when I came in cuz usually I would always be the earliest….not to say I kiasu lar…but I mean…I’m always there early so that get to chit chat wif mr.lim…..hehehe…..after tuition…here is where I am at the moment…..so sien…. No mood to study…wanna talk to the one person I wanna talk to but can’t……*sigh*…..owh well…I think I’ll stop here for now............

FORGET FULL ME.....

heheheh..as u can see...i forgotten to mention a few things...hehehe.....

1. i've got new earings...hehehe....there so pretty..n they only cost rm5.90...hahaha...i didn't pay though...wakakak...mom did...hehehe....

2. tomolo starts school again....so sad...but not so sad actually....get to see my frens again after a whole week of mild dose of them...hehehe...

3. the third thing is something i don think i should mention it here cuz there r certain ppl hu reads my blog but i dunno one...heheh....

4. next, is....tomolo band practice from 11.30am to 1.30pm....den go mr.lim's tuition from 2.30pm to 4.30pm...

5. my room is in a mess....

6. there r a couple of wedding coming up...thank goodness there is no need for my attendance....heheh...gonna be baby sitter to my little cousins....hehehe.....its been quite sometime i've not played with rachel n sharon.....

7. val n angie coming home soon....not good news...heheh..kiddin....less room for me...hmpf.....but nvm...got driver...hahahah.....

8. totally forgotten bout my moral project..hahah...so screwed....

9. i'm bored again....

10. i'm suppose to be asleep now but dunno y can't sleep yet....

11. aunt ivy called last night....she says she want to come back during chinese new year.....jon might be coming here in november.....owh no...bad news.....

12. chinese new year for year 2006 in on the 29 of january 2005....so damn early.....

13. hinting on mom wat i want for burfday...hehehe.....i want to have movie marathon too...hahaha....at home...hahaha...lord of the rings would be wonderful...hahah.....i think for those hu has been to my house knows y...hehehehehe......my own cinema.....hahahaha....angie says that if ppl wanna come to our house to watch movie need to pay rm5 for each movie...hahahahha.....just kiddin....

14. better go to sleep liaw.....tomolo school.....last day for patrolling st joe area.....heheh.....yippee...probably change duty place again on tuesday...heheh.....

NITEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BOREDOM ZONE. BEWARE!!!!!!

Damn I’m so freakin bored now….a few days didn’t blog liaw….went onine a few times but lazy wanna update…..heehhehehehe……nothing much oso lar…actually there is quite a no. of things but I can’t remember liaw…but wat I do remember clearly is wat happen last night….hahahahaha…..miss call ppl…hahahah…..den..ppl miss call back…hahah…mesg mesg….not many lar…just short and brieved one…heheheheheh…..i’m talking crap again…..hahahaha…..I’m so bored….somebody safe me……ahahahahahahha……last night went to batu kawah….dad went to collect rent….den go walk walk for a while….it was so nice and cooling cuz in the afternoon raining….then at night so freaking cold…..but I love the cool breeze when we were at the so called park in the middle on the new township area…..went to see the china artifacts on sale….nice to look at once broken considered sold…hahahaha….obviously I didn’t break anything lar…..but it was nice….i think I’m goin to take up a new hobby after form 5…..hehehe….after PMR….i did some cross stich…now…I think I want to do embroidery…..heheheh…..i wanna try that cuz it looks so cool…hahahahha…another hobby I’m thinking of is learning guitar…since my sis is learning from her students…..hehehehehe….den she’ll get a guitar….den I get to learn..i probably end up learning myself…but nvm lar…ahahahhaha…..

Anywayz…..lets do imbas kembali…..hehehe….starting from Friday….went to jubilee ground…..was there for the whole day…..the so called selection for the pelancaran sprint project…..well…obviously my sesi mencuci mata was a failure….hahahhaaha…not a single cute guy….sad……hahahahah….all so undescripable…..hahahah….conclusion not my type…hahahhaha….den went to unc roger’s place to take bath den go tuition….hehehe….was there early….so was geral….so both of us went to the playground….i think if most of u read geral’s blog know was it like…..hahahhahah…..it was so nice to sit on the swing….bring backs memories of georgie n tracey on the swing at the playground near my house…..hahahahha…..den….went for tuition lor….*sigh*…..den…finish tuition…..YIPPEE…..had a good chat wif my “frens”……mom came late….but nvm lar…wait for a while nia….well at least I had good company so I wasn’t bored…..hahahahahha…..n that’s for Friday…..

Now….Saturday….which was yesterday…..not much either….had band in the morning….nearly woke up late if dad didn’t wake me up….band wsa a bit depressing cuz trumpeter’s was not doin very well…..sui hui n wendy didn’t come…if I had thought earlier…I should have played the trumpet to help them up….but me forgot….*sigh*….probably becuz scared later ppl marah…hehehehehe….nvm…band nothing much happen oso lar…I came out from themusic room a few times when reggie was teaching the trumpets….went to chit chat wif georgien Emily at the library…kept dae n munirah company…hahah…munirah took out the 2002 school magazine…..we were in form 1 den..heheh…she was trying to look for us in the pic…(us as in the committees)….hahah….we look so different from last time….hahah….i remember being myself hu hates taking pic cuz it always turns out bad everytime….i look like want to eat ppl…..ahahhaahha….now leh….my pic still something wrong still…ahahha…now is that I smile too much till my eyes sepeted till cannot see my eyes….hahahahahaha…..after band….went to lunch….den went home….suppose to stop by upwell at jln song area but dad dirtied his t-shirt while eating so went home straight instead….come home…didn’t do much oso…say wanna study but not in the mood..hahah…so was doin add maths project instead..give excuse to go online…hahahha…..den…watch tv….watch the xtended disc for harry potter dvd….heheh…so many special effects…so cool….den the ress of the nght I oledi say….hehehe….

Owh yeah…I solve my present problem oledi…ahahahahhaa….i hope that is wat he really wants…..its not a problem to me cuz I’ll do anything to keep my frens happy….especially the frens that I truly care for…..hehehe….i guess this post is long enough oledi…..bye bye….till next time….

my day..

today was rather empty compared to the other days....wake up arouund 9 this morning....den followed daddy out to tabuan jaya for a while...den came home...help him do house work....den watch tv.....my goodness....i actually watch that movie called EMBUn...its actually a hit a few years back hari kemerdekaan.....it was nice but i didn't quite like the ending....

it was too tragic for me but it was rather sad oso.....first the koichi guy died trying to save embun's life...en he was holding the pencucuk sanggul he gave to her.....den the stupid general shot him at the heart n died instantly....den she picked up the pencucu sanggul n cut the throat of the general....while she was doing that...all the army fired at her.....den after she cut the throat of the general....she fall dead.....she was so close to holding koichi's hand when she died....so touching....that really shows unconditional love...the type of love everyone wish to have including myself...but it is also the hardest to find.....the whole story was film during the japanese occupation in tanah melayu......interesting movie for those hu like malaysian history.....got force 136 n bintang tiga.....hehehehehehehe.....

den after wayching that went for chemistery tuition....one funny incident ha[ppen during todays tuition...hahahahaha....kelvin got that bended leg chair and nearly fell off it....hahahahahahahhahaa.......SO FUNNY........other then that not much happen.....heheeh.....still its funny.....came home after that.....some things i don wanna talk bout happen....den watch tv all night...hehehehehe......watch scrubs....so nice.....talk wif angie....convince mom n dad to watch charlie n the chocolate factory......nice movie...too bad its not quite clear......but nvm lar......den....wat i do......here lar....where else...hehehehehehe....it wasn't such a bad day after all...i sort of enjoyed it.....guess that all for today...we'll see wat tomorrow brings...goin down to jubilee ground around 7 something for some sports meet thing.....i guess i'll try my luck tomorrow on having a sesi cuci mata....hehehehehehe.....i so wanted to join the gang at the civic library cuz i know got leng chai there.....hehehehhehe...well it also depends on luck.....hahahahaha...thats all for now.....