i wished tears would flow instead of indescribable pain inside…

I never felt wat I am currently feeling tonite…I feel as though I have been left behind n nobody seems to care…..so many things I wished but none seems achievable….i’m so depressed….i was happy earlier today but due to wat had just happened..i’m depressed….i dunno how to put into words…I was happy before but now its just diffeent….in so many indescribable way……I feel so helpless….sometimes I wonder y don just tears flow…its so much easier den bearing the pain nobody understand….ppl r goin to say that my post doesn’t makes any sense again….but hu cares….like I said I dunno how to put it into words to describe it…..all I can say that it hurts inside….but outside….a smile is a I can give….guess I’m goin to take my nap earlier tonite….like wat someone said to me…take a nap…n when u wake up…everything will be alrite…..i wish that was true…cuz not all things r that easy to go away…sometings seems forever….for those frequent readers of my blog….bet u must be shocked to see me post such a short post….well….lately I don have much to say or type….wanna know wats goin on in school…read the class blog enough liaw lar….byezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz