Friday, August 05, 2005

WATS THE DIFFERENCE???

can anyone tell wats the difference between before and after the exam???

Well if u do plz go ahead and tell me….cuz to me there’s no difference…it looks as though that there is so much of a difference but if u think far enough…u soon realize that its not much of a difference….today our mid term exam finih but wat joy is there when u know in just 2 days time u’ll get back all ur results….and that’s far worse than sitting for the exams…I know I’m being very pessimistic but I just can’t help it now….i try being optimistic but when to think positively on different things…it just feels like getting jab in the heart wif a knife….no matter wat we try to do…nothing helps…for once its gone…its forever lost….only time can cure…but time is wat kills ppl sometime….for its been set by god…we as his fellow followers will have to accept it with open hearts…

Well lets get on with how my day….that was just a little thought I had on the way home….i was actually thinking wats the whole point on exam being over when u don’t feel any joy…the frustration is gone but the sadness is till there….i’m happy for my frens that r happy but sad thing to say is that I dowan any of my frens to be unhappy because of me…so putting on a smile even if u feel pain inside might brighten another persons day….for I am glad I have frens hu knows my sadness but do not bother bout it cuz there understand….being happy is better than being sad….hehehehe…..and for that…I thank the lord for giving me such frens....I’m grateful for their very existence.going to go tution soon, in about 50 minutes time…hahaha…and I’m still here….suppose to be following mr.lim but due to aunt jo’s condition he decided to stay at home to tend to her…today st.jo had prayer day….before goin home…saw Jackson…hehehehehe…..as usual I disturb him….hmpf….for once he didn’t call me brownie….if he did…I will throw a punch at his arm….muahahahahhahahahahahaha…..owh well….gtg….will be back soon.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

okay.....
why so depressed
wait till i get home, we sama sama depressed okay.
can u skip tuition and we go sematan overnight???.....luv che che