Well…last night was SJS band’s band idol…honestly I wasn’t rather disappointed a bit….i was really hoping it to be real good but it didn’t reach my expectation…I was sort of disappointed…I was rather hoping it to be as good as the last one I went toi was only entertained by the IMH ppl, okay I’ll give some credit to the point blank group…there okay…not all that bad…den…the pain killers was good….the fusion was one of the few that was good…the rest was a bit draggy n boring…cause it was sort of a repetition….i certainly hope i didn’t offence any of the sjs band member….it was okay lar…on the rate 1 to 10(the bigger the number the better)…I’ll probably give it a 6….okay…cuz I wouldn’t say that I didn’t had any fun at all….
Among us hu sat together then was me,aggy,georgie,row,trace,Emily,carol, n anna….hehehe…we took all kinds of silly pictures….wat did we actually do during the decision making time…hmm….well…a lot of jokes..n stalking…*cough*cough*…row…*cough*cogh*…hehehehe….anywayz…it finished quite late last night…reach home around close to midnight….luckily mm wasn’t freak about it…anna send me home…slept along the way home…was very tired last night…
This morning nearly didn’t make it to school on time…but thank goodness there was no cars on the road….so fasten the traffic a bit…..reach school ten minutes before 6.45am….luckily or else fine n pumping….chis….newayz….claire n georgie was nearly late but good thing there weren’t or else it’ll be triple for them…owh well…the event this morning went on quite smoothly…except for school song though…it was a bit cacated…my saints so totally sucked same goes for my circle of life….crap…something was wrong with my lipping…but newayz…its over liaw….went on stage twice today…once for a plat n or wateva u called it for prefect n RM20 for PMR…hehe….money money money…I want money…LOL….newayz…then there was like super long of prize presentation…n we just sat there until the whole thing ended….the kokurikulum award was won by Rachel goh n the best student award was Christine…yippee….hip hip hooray for Christine….was extremely exhausted after the whole event ended….before we went home…mr.su ask us to go music room for the the jamuan thing cuz a lot of left overs…den…caught a pair of love birds at the car park….hehehehe…..mickey n Minnie…how sweet….hehehehehe…
The dinner was great I guess…not much to say bout it….real funny event…geral,elly,Emily n rach eating crab…where as me n georgie took pic….hehehe…it all went welll…
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Majlis Graduasi Tingkatan 5
It's 3.30 in the morning..i can't sleep...so decided to update my blog.....yesteday was the majlis graduasi tingkatan 5...we played the three songs as usual...choir sang their famous sejahtera malaysia n rachel played claudine....it was okay...it was the last performance with our old uniform...on saturday we'll all be using the new one...yippee....
well...nth much happen actually.....bz taking photos got lar....during performance...after performance...we had a big group picture with our form 5 seniors....which was very funny...we were all huging n saying goodbye...wishing them luck in their exams....after our performance...we all went back to music room...us the form 4 had to change back into our school unforms was being disturb by the juniors....but they got it back too...man i love my juniors...especially the little ones like dae,dorothy,jacqueline, and audi...managed to take a picture with them...hehehe....pic will come up soon...waiting for georgie to pass back my pendrive tomolo.....yeah...
after getting changed and everything we were all suppose to go to the hall for some koperasi thing...it was so silly...but then again it was funny... the best part was when suddenly mr.su said something like..'ini anak saya'....n we alll burst into laughter....he's such a funny person...but the first week he was here ....he was really scary...but it turn out that he's as funny as mr.tan...but during the koperasi thing i was sitting with aggy...we were talking bou twast we miss bout mr.tan...well..one of them was his pep talk....heheh...miss those....get them every sat before band start...its good encouragement...st jo came to make promotion in our school today during the koperasi thing...promote their band idol....pitied abby though...she was so bz doin all kinds f things...suddenly they come....menyusahkan her even more....luckily she was okay with it...she was so exausted....so after the koperasi thing...me,aggy n angie stayed back to help her keep the stuff...den we went back to class....
i was sort of lost at first when i got back to class....but soon i was back into the mood with my gang again....we took all kinds of pictures...i would say really vain pictures....hehehehe...but hu cares...its our last few days in form 4 rite...hehehehe.....the seven of us draws lots for the christmas thing oledi...hehehehe...guess hu i got....but sowee...can't say....hehehehe...but anywayz...we chit chat before we went home....i think teacher got the wrong time n let us go 5 minutes before the correct time we were suppose to go...
today we're goin to have rehersal for prize giving on sat n oso band have rehersal for pimary school prize giving....sigh...soo many things to do again....tonite is band idol...owh yea...if i'm not wrong i think i heard my frens n juniors said that my instrument look like a snail at a total of more than 15 times yesterday....well...its not like i can help it rite it's shaped like that....i guessed thats wat makes it so unique....hehehee....okie...i gotta go now...dowan to get caught being online by my mom,dad n sis....so thats it....will post soon about today....hopes it turns out okay...hopes geogie brings her cam again today...wanna take pic with juniors....hehehe...
well...nth much happen actually.....bz taking photos got lar....during performance...after performance...we had a big group picture with our form 5 seniors....which was very funny...we were all huging n saying goodbye...wishing them luck in their exams....after our performance...we all went back to music room...us the form 4 had to change back into our school unforms was being disturb by the juniors....but they got it back too...man i love my juniors...especially the little ones like dae,dorothy,jacqueline, and audi...managed to take a picture with them...hehehe....pic will come up soon...waiting for georgie to pass back my pendrive tomolo.....yeah...
after getting changed and everything we were all suppose to go to the hall for some koperasi thing...it was so silly...but then again it was funny... the best part was when suddenly mr.su said something like..'ini anak saya'....n we alll burst into laughter....he's such a funny person...but the first week he was here ....he was really scary...but it turn out that he's as funny as mr.tan...but during the koperasi thing i was sitting with aggy...we were talking bou twast we miss bout mr.tan...well..one of them was his pep talk....heheh...miss those....get them every sat before band start...its good encouragement...st jo came to make promotion in our school today during the koperasi thing...promote their band idol....pitied abby though...she was so bz doin all kinds f things...suddenly they come....menyusahkan her even more....luckily she was okay with it...she was so exausted....so after the koperasi thing...me,aggy n angie stayed back to help her keep the stuff...den we went back to class....
i was sort of lost at first when i got back to class....but soon i was back into the mood with my gang again....we took all kinds of pictures...i would say really vain pictures....hehehehe...but hu cares...its our last few days in form 4 rite...hehehehe.....the seven of us draws lots for the christmas thing oledi...hehehehe...guess hu i got....but sowee...can't say....hehehehe...but anywayz...we chit chat before we went home....i think teacher got the wrong time n let us go 5 minutes before the correct time we were suppose to go...
today we're goin to have rehersal for prize giving on sat n oso band have rehersal for pimary school prize giving....sigh...soo many things to do again....tonite is band idol...owh yea...if i'm not wrong i think i heard my frens n juniors said that my instrument look like a snail at a total of more than 15 times yesterday....well...its not like i can help it rite it's shaped like that....i guessed thats wat makes it so unique....hehehee....okie...i gotta go now...dowan to get caught being online by my mom,dad n sis....so thats it....will post soon about today....hopes it turns out okay...hopes geogie brings her cam again today...wanna take pic with juniors....hehehe...
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
MY STUPIDITY
My stupidity started about a few months back….i thinki would say it started around the month of june or july…well…anywayz..there was this guy I had a crush on…he was my own secret crush for a few months before I actually told someone about him…well..i would say that was when my stupidity started…..
I first met him at the Halloween party last year…I was personally surprised in getting invited to that particular party…it wasn’t only me that was surprised…there was my two closest fren den…n they still r my frens but not all that close cuz we were in different class this year…so anywayz…when I first met him…he still had someone in his life n I really had nothing den…for I only saw him as a fren…beginning of the year….i started tuition with him…it was not only one tuition class but I would meet him for tuition for at least three times a week for tuition…I was teased at first by my frens since I kept seeing him so often….well..it wasn’t only him particularly that I kept getting teased for…there was another fren that goes to the same tuitions with him….i was teased bout him too…but as usual I ignored the teasing…
As month passed…well u can say that I am close to the other fren but I only saw him as a good fren of mine that I can tell tales to….but him on the other hand was a totally different thing…I couldn’t understood it myself how could it be any different….then…later….well u can say we got closer n closer….but I guess as really good frens….we mesg n talk….i did realize deep inside of me there was something different but I didn’t wanna admit it so I ignored it….but sooner or later I couldn’t ignore it anymore….well u can say it kept growing inside of me...but I didn’t wanna do anyting bout it for I’m scared of loosing wat we already have which is our friendship…
Finally, when a fren of mine had a crush on someone…she didn’t wanna tell me hu it was unless I told her mine…so we made a deal between both of us….i tell her mine she tell me hers…so we did….n that was the first time I actually told someone…soon after that…ppl found out bout it….a few of my closest fren said they weren’t surprised to know that I have a crush on him for is as though I talk about him a lot…but I never realize that….so as usual…being frens of mine…they teased me about it…but I could handle it for it doesn’t matter if they know…its not like there goin to do anything…
Well…we got closer rite…so I treated him as one of my really close frens…so I asked him question that I normally joke around with my frens when we’ve got nothing better to do…it was harmless question….but den…I guess his frens read those mesg n gave him the idea that I might have a crush on him…which is true but there was no need for him to know….well…as being honest frens to each other…I told him the truth...since then…all kinds of happenings have already happened…ups n downs…tears n laughter….well…things will never be the same anymore after what had happened…we can’t turn back the time….wat is done is done n it’ll all come to n end sooner or later…but until that time comes…it still hurts…no matter wat is said or done…so we’ll just let time heal the pain….
KESIMPULANNYA:
I’m feeling down again….this time its about me n not bout anyone else…well…sometimes a simple conversation with a fren which was suppose to be about something else somehow ends up about ourselves…n leave us in pain n depression.
I first met him at the Halloween party last year…I was personally surprised in getting invited to that particular party…it wasn’t only me that was surprised…there was my two closest fren den…n they still r my frens but not all that close cuz we were in different class this year…so anywayz…when I first met him…he still had someone in his life n I really had nothing den…for I only saw him as a fren…beginning of the year….i started tuition with him…it was not only one tuition class but I would meet him for tuition for at least three times a week for tuition…I was teased at first by my frens since I kept seeing him so often….well..it wasn’t only him particularly that I kept getting teased for…there was another fren that goes to the same tuitions with him….i was teased bout him too…but as usual I ignored the teasing…
As month passed…well u can say that I am close to the other fren but I only saw him as a good fren of mine that I can tell tales to….but him on the other hand was a totally different thing…I couldn’t understood it myself how could it be any different….then…later….well u can say we got closer n closer….but I guess as really good frens….we mesg n talk….i did realize deep inside of me there was something different but I didn’t wanna admit it so I ignored it….but sooner or later I couldn’t ignore it anymore….well u can say it kept growing inside of me...but I didn’t wanna do anyting bout it for I’m scared of loosing wat we already have which is our friendship…
Finally, when a fren of mine had a crush on someone…she didn’t wanna tell me hu it was unless I told her mine…so we made a deal between both of us….i tell her mine she tell me hers…so we did….n that was the first time I actually told someone…soon after that…ppl found out bout it….a few of my closest fren said they weren’t surprised to know that I have a crush on him for is as though I talk about him a lot…but I never realize that….so as usual…being frens of mine…they teased me about it…but I could handle it for it doesn’t matter if they know…its not like there goin to do anything…
Well…we got closer rite…so I treated him as one of my really close frens…so I asked him question that I normally joke around with my frens when we’ve got nothing better to do…it was harmless question….but den…I guess his frens read those mesg n gave him the idea that I might have a crush on him…which is true but there was no need for him to know….well…as being honest frens to each other…I told him the truth...since then…all kinds of happenings have already happened…ups n downs…tears n laughter….well…things will never be the same anymore after what had happened…we can’t turn back the time….wat is done is done n it’ll all come to n end sooner or later…but until that time comes…it still hurts…no matter wat is said or done…so we’ll just let time heal the pain….
KESIMPULANNYA:
I’m feeling down again….this time its about me n not bout anyone else…well…sometimes a simple conversation with a fren which was suppose to be about something else somehow ends up about ourselves…n leave us in pain n depression.
Monday, October 24, 2005
last week of school for the year 2005
well...it seems that we've started the last week of school today...well....it started like usual...except that i woke up late...woke up at 6 when i'm suppose to wake up at 5.30 to get ready...zainol offered to drive me down to school..so okay...he drove me to school...
was nearly late but luckily i wasn't late....newayz...today was a very busy day....was hardly sitting in cclass...after doin my morning duty...i followed agnes to go look for ms tan...then she said we need to clean the music room a bit since the st joe miri ppl coming tomolo...so we did...me,emily,georgie,agnes,claire,jacq n carol went down to the music room....me,aggy,georgie n emily did the windows n the rest did inside the room...they mopped the floor three times until the room has a super strong smell of dettol....while we were cleaning the windows...the teacher kept passing by n all of them kept laughing at georgie....LOL....we were all cleaning the wiindow but among all of us..all the teacher kept laughing at her only...muahahahah...padan....after cleaning the windows i realize that i totally ruined my nails n they were all black n not shiny anymore...i was complaining when georgie started to complaint bout me buffing my nails during practice on sat...hehehe....ppl bored bah...dah lar cannot talk...so i do my own bussiness lar...i buff my nails....hehehe..i know the jealous they don have shiny nails like mine....hahahahaha...just kiddin...anywayz...it was okay lar...
today was a very hectic day though...a lot of talking n confusion...well...its a good thing its all been cleared out...left a few bits here n there...newayz...susah i call georgie on saturday nite....rupa-rupanya...she didn't have her phone...it was left in the st jo teachers room...lawak betul....well...a day doesn't end with the seven of us gathered together to chit chat a bit after the whole morning running around running errands.....i'm taking arts as my extra subject for SPM....well...tiff was all frust bout tomolo's meeting with the miri ppl....so they all started to make fun of me as usual with the whole KC n Mr.Teo jnr thingy again...owh well....i didn't had much too say...i just kept quiet....rite....that wouldn't be me...muahaha...of course i tentang habis habis....nolar....well...were kiddin around about stuff as usual...then we didn't even realize that it was time to go home....sc2 when off much much earlier than our class did.....owh well....everything ends well today for me...i think....not so cranky anymore....not so depreesed anymore...but i'm still sick....CRAP....owh well...thats all...apparently...'owh well' seems to be my favourite word now...LOL....byezzzzzz....
was nearly late but luckily i wasn't late....newayz...today was a very busy day....was hardly sitting in cclass...after doin my morning duty...i followed agnes to go look for ms tan...then she said we need to clean the music room a bit since the st joe miri ppl coming tomolo...so we did...me,emily,georgie,agnes,claire,jacq n carol went down to the music room....me,aggy,georgie n emily did the windows n the rest did inside the room...they mopped the floor three times until the room has a super strong smell of dettol....while we were cleaning the windows...the teacher kept passing by n all of them kept laughing at georgie....LOL....we were all cleaning the wiindow but among all of us..all the teacher kept laughing at her only...muahahahah...padan....after cleaning the windows i realize that i totally ruined my nails n they were all black n not shiny anymore...i was complaining when georgie started to complaint bout me buffing my nails during practice on sat...hehehe....ppl bored bah...dah lar cannot talk...so i do my own bussiness lar...i buff my nails....hehehe..i know the jealous they don have shiny nails like mine....hahahahaha...just kiddin...anywayz...it was okay lar...
today was a very hectic day though...a lot of talking n confusion...well...its a good thing its all been cleared out...left a few bits here n there...newayz...susah i call georgie on saturday nite....rupa-rupanya...she didn't have her phone...it was left in the st jo teachers room...lawak betul....well...a day doesn't end with the seven of us gathered together to chit chat a bit after the whole morning running around running errands.....i'm taking arts as my extra subject for SPM....well...tiff was all frust bout tomolo's meeting with the miri ppl....so they all started to make fun of me as usual with the whole KC n Mr.Teo jnr thingy again...owh well....i didn't had much too say...i just kept quiet....rite....that wouldn't be me...muahaha...of course i tentang habis habis....nolar....well...were kiddin around about stuff as usual...then we didn't even realize that it was time to go home....sc2 when off much much earlier than our class did.....owh well....everything ends well today for me...i think....not so cranky anymore....not so depreesed anymore...but i'm still sick....CRAP....owh well...thats all...apparently...'owh well' seems to be my favourite word now...LOL....byezzzzzz....
Saturday, October 22, 2005
SOMETIMES IT’S HARD TO SAY WHAT INSIDE OURSELVES
Its nearly 2 in the morning already….and still I’m not sleepy…probably I feel like crap…I feel as though I have betrayed a fren in return of her distrust on me…but now I dunno how to right the wrong.....i hate being stuck in the middle….i want to trust this fren of mine but its hard for me to do so if she refuse to trust me in return….ppl tell things that r hers to tell me…it makes me angry to think that she doesn’t trust me when I trust her to the fullest….it really disappoints me…..
What I hate even more is that I know a fren hu I thought I could trust…turn out to be someone hu can’t be trusted at all…it hurts to know that I have such frens….but I try not to mind about it to keep my friendship with them…..among all things…friendship is what I treasure most next to my family….i even choose friendship over love….a friendship with a person is far more precious than anything else….loosing a fren over something that is not possible is just stupid…..
I hope what I just said doesn’t affect any of my frens….for this ppl that I am trying to say is someone hu I wish doesn’t exist anymore ….instead a new person is formed….
I really wish to tell someone wat I know….but it seems to me that its quite impossible until the right time comes….
MY DAY
Had band this morning….it was okay…quite fun…as usual….i’ve gotten my tickets for band idol already…I don think I have much to say about how my day was cuz until now I still feel like crap….i’m sick with a sore throat n blocked nose….meaning flu lar….my whole back aches cuz on Friday night….val help me ‘kau sua’….first she did it for dad….she use the bowl…..since I ‘juak tiok’….thats the only way to get better faster….so I got it too….now… I’m bruised at the shoulder n back….
So yeah…it hurts….badly….especially when the juniors kept poking my back…they were occasion I will suddenly scream out a loud squeal……this week will be the last week of tuition I think…since it’s the last week of the month….last Friday was my last at pbk…supposedly to be this Friday but since I can’t make it the coming Friday….it was my last there until next year starts again…whats left is mr.teo’s tuition n mr.s hon….
We had big band today too….it wasn’t all that bad…got new ppl playing…got upcoming performance in December…..played a few new songs and some old ones….it was very nice and jazzy….as usual…me n priscilla r the noisy ones….kept teasing sui hui n her aaron…..LOL….
Anywayz….i guess that’s all for today lar….nth much oso….actually its more like not much actions but a whole lot of thinking…..things like ppl said to me…. ‘I don’t think u really love him, its just a crush’…the silly thing is that if it is just crush y issit that its so hard to let go…..if u ask me…if its nothing…it’ll be just like the DIXON incident….letting him go was not hard….it was clear n fast….although it was said we were together for awhile…..i do not think so…neither does he…we’ve never really had anything if u ask me….we were just probably close fren for awhile….well….i can’t help to say that I’m happy to see him with wendy now…..glad he found someone hu suits he better….happy for wendy oso…for she was one of my close frens in those time when I was ditched by certain frens…..
It’s a wonderful thing to have plenty of frens n not to just rely on one group of frens…..
What I hate even more is that I know a fren hu I thought I could trust…turn out to be someone hu can’t be trusted at all…it hurts to know that I have such frens….but I try not to mind about it to keep my friendship with them…..among all things…friendship is what I treasure most next to my family….i even choose friendship over love….a friendship with a person is far more precious than anything else….loosing a fren over something that is not possible is just stupid…..
I hope what I just said doesn’t affect any of my frens….for this ppl that I am trying to say is someone hu I wish doesn’t exist anymore ….instead a new person is formed….
I really wish to tell someone wat I know….but it seems to me that its quite impossible until the right time comes….
MY DAY
Had band this morning….it was okay…quite fun…as usual….i’ve gotten my tickets for band idol already…I don think I have much to say about how my day was cuz until now I still feel like crap….i’m sick with a sore throat n blocked nose….meaning flu lar….my whole back aches cuz on Friday night….val help me ‘kau sua’….first she did it for dad….she use the bowl…..since I ‘juak tiok’….thats the only way to get better faster….so I got it too….now… I’m bruised at the shoulder n back….
So yeah…it hurts….badly….especially when the juniors kept poking my back…they were occasion I will suddenly scream out a loud squeal……this week will be the last week of tuition I think…since it’s the last week of the month….last Friday was my last at pbk…supposedly to be this Friday but since I can’t make it the coming Friday….it was my last there until next year starts again…whats left is mr.teo’s tuition n mr.s hon….
We had big band today too….it wasn’t all that bad…got new ppl playing…got upcoming performance in December…..played a few new songs and some old ones….it was very nice and jazzy….as usual…me n priscilla r the noisy ones….kept teasing sui hui n her aaron…..LOL….
Anywayz….i guess that’s all for today lar….nth much oso….actually its more like not much actions but a whole lot of thinking…..things like ppl said to me…. ‘I don’t think u really love him, its just a crush’…the silly thing is that if it is just crush y issit that its so hard to let go…..if u ask me…if its nothing…it’ll be just like the DIXON incident….letting him go was not hard….it was clear n fast….although it was said we were together for awhile…..i do not think so…neither does he…we’ve never really had anything if u ask me….we were just probably close fren for awhile….well….i can’t help to say that I’m happy to see him with wendy now…..glad he found someone hu suits he better….happy for wendy oso…for she was one of my close frens in those time when I was ditched by certain frens…..
It’s a wonderful thing to have plenty of frens n not to just rely on one group of frens…..
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
my day...
well today is my burfday....it started off quite well....mom nearly forgotten it was my birthday..but eventually she remembered....now i'm suppose to list down my thank you list....
well....i'll start of with my close frens...like row,trace,tiff,rach,georgie,emily,claire n janice. they shared to buy me my present....the couple pig, the card the piggy box, the piggy pencil box n ear rings not forgetting the piggy card... thanx a lot gals....love u ppl a whole lots....next...ah jo, stella, pat,paulynn, jenny, kat,sandra n the wholoe gang....thanx for the piggy card....some how i find it really funny cuz getting two same card for birthday. u ppl really know i love pigs that much...hehehe.....not forgetting agnes,angela,priscilla n wendy in sharing to buy me HP 4 movie premier.....
i guess i got quite a no. of present today...i'm so glad i have u all as my frens....not forgetting all my frens hu gave me birthday wishes n hugs....i had a great day.....byt i will admit that i was a little bit embarrassed when the whole class started singing the birthday song.....i was very suprised....
well...thats almost everything that happen today....got our final result...i manage to maintain my place in 5sc1 next year...yippee.....went for band...band was okay...but i just realize that my headache in band just got a bit bigger....ppl that i didn't prepare uniform for came for band today...die lar.....its almost less than 10 minutes away before my birthday ends......well since my birthday is on a week day...no family dinner....dad's not feeling well...got tuition...wasn't all that bad...had my frens there....val called me n say when sshe comes back we'll alll go for dinner....but too bad angie's not goin to be around.
today was a great day....there is no doubt about it....
well....i'll start of with my close frens...like row,trace,tiff,rach,georgie,emily,claire n janice. they shared to buy me my present....the couple pig, the card the piggy box, the piggy pencil box n ear rings not forgetting the piggy card... thanx a lot gals....love u ppl a whole lots....next...ah jo, stella, pat,paulynn, jenny, kat,sandra n the wholoe gang....thanx for the piggy card....some how i find it really funny cuz getting two same card for birthday. u ppl really know i love pigs that much...hehehe.....not forgetting agnes,angela,priscilla n wendy in sharing to buy me HP 4 movie premier.....
i guess i got quite a no. of present today...i'm so glad i have u all as my frens....not forgetting all my frens hu gave me birthday wishes n hugs....i had a great day.....byt i will admit that i was a little bit embarrassed when the whole class started singing the birthday song.....i was very suprised....
well...thats almost everything that happen today....got our final result...i manage to maintain my place in 5sc1 next year...yippee.....went for band...band was okay...but i just realize that my headache in band just got a bit bigger....ppl that i didn't prepare uniform for came for band today...die lar.....its almost less than 10 minutes away before my birthday ends......well since my birthday is on a week day...no family dinner....dad's not feeling well...got tuition...wasn't all that bad...had my frens there....val called me n say when sshe comes back we'll alll go for dinner....but too bad angie's not goin to be around.
today was a great day....there is no doubt about it....
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Monday, October 17, 2005
yesterday was a depressing day....
well..we got back all our test paper yesterday....i was extremely depressed.....especially during bm....i know that pn eliza was sort of dissapointed with my bm marks...i'm dissapointed wif it myself to...but wat can i do...i was never good in komsas or tatabahasa....sigh....i guess during the hols i've gotta work hard....sigh....my results this term really msucked...my sejarah, maths,english, p.moral,chem,bm and est dropped.....i guessed thats almost all my subject i dropped...just thinking of it i wanna cry..i think i'm goin to drop class next year....*sniff*sniff*....
i was close to tears yesterday during bm time but i told myself not to...its not good to cry in front of my frens....anywayz....i depressed the whole day...i had to stay back for halloween meeting which was okay...but before that i accompany agnes to sugarbun to meet up with ivan to pay for harry potter premier...both of us was complaining the whole way....but i could smiled a bit after that....i saw something that made me happy for awhile....hehehe....i didn't do much yesterday...came home start doin my frindship band....was suppose to be doing cross stich but angie took all the book....was watching desperate housewives disc too...damn funny.....
today was okay....got back est paper...check our marks before teacher put into our report cards...nearly got a C for bio cuz teacher put wrongly....but luckily i corrected it....after EST...we did our registration for SPM....den...finished that....me,georgie,emily,row,tiff,trace,rach,abby,janice,elaine,sal,mimi,joanna and someone else...i ca't remamber who was it....anywayz...the 14 of us went down to teacher's room to help pn.foo....we were at the library labelling the files for the form 5 graduation n after that some of them went back to class and i think there were 10 of us went to resourse room to check the 'cenderamata' for the prefects n class monitor....there goin to be given out during prize giving....hehehe....the sort of spelled joanna's name wrongly...so mean ppl...den...we went for break...it was usual...i remember tiff telling us at the library to rampas any barang larangan....she even said that teacher is afraid that our school's gurls get inffluence with st.jo...bring fire crackers......so funny.....as if anyone dares....
later after break we went for band.....didn't played at all....i was practically bz running around dealing with the handouts of uniforms....no instrument for me oso...didn't bring mine....sigh....so just sat there listen to the ress of my section play...at certain parts they sounded really good...but certain part sounded really bad.....but wat to do....they can't hit the note wat...wat can be done.....
exams over but still were bz as usual....camp coming soon....halloween is coming too....our magazine committee dinner oso coming.....cya dinner oso.....aduh...so many events...not forgetting the st jo band idol...wah...mm's goin to kill me...she'll be saying...."after exam lor...still got so many activity...when r u goin to start studying for SPM"....sigh....STRESS STRESS STRESS........argh.........but anywayz...i should not be sad tomolo...hehehehehe...i should be happy.....and thats wat i'm goin to be.....ngehehehehehehehehe.....okies thats all for today n yesterday.....we'll see wat tomorrow brings....
i was close to tears yesterday during bm time but i told myself not to...its not good to cry in front of my frens....anywayz....i depressed the whole day...i had to stay back for halloween meeting which was okay...but before that i accompany agnes to sugarbun to meet up with ivan to pay for harry potter premier...both of us was complaining the whole way....but i could smiled a bit after that....i saw something that made me happy for awhile....hehehe....i didn't do much yesterday...came home start doin my frindship band....was suppose to be doing cross stich but angie took all the book....was watching desperate housewives disc too...damn funny.....
today was okay....got back est paper...check our marks before teacher put into our report cards...nearly got a C for bio cuz teacher put wrongly....but luckily i corrected it....after EST...we did our registration for SPM....den...finished that....me,georgie,emily,row,tiff,trace,rach,abby,janice,elaine,sal,mimi,joanna and someone else...i ca't remamber who was it....anywayz...the 14 of us went down to teacher's room to help pn.foo....we were at the library labelling the files for the form 5 graduation n after that some of them went back to class and i think there were 10 of us went to resourse room to check the 'cenderamata' for the prefects n class monitor....there goin to be given out during prize giving....hehehe....the sort of spelled joanna's name wrongly...so mean ppl...den...we went for break...it was usual...i remember tiff telling us at the library to rampas any barang larangan....she even said that teacher is afraid that our school's gurls get inffluence with st.jo...bring fire crackers......so funny.....as if anyone dares....
later after break we went for band.....didn't played at all....i was practically bz running around dealing with the handouts of uniforms....no instrument for me oso...didn't bring mine....sigh....so just sat there listen to the ress of my section play...at certain parts they sounded really good...but certain part sounded really bad.....but wat to do....they can't hit the note wat...wat can be done.....
exams over but still were bz as usual....camp coming soon....halloween is coming too....our magazine committee dinner oso coming.....cya dinner oso.....aduh...so many events...not forgetting the st jo band idol...wah...mm's goin to kill me...she'll be saying...."after exam lor...still got so many activity...when r u goin to start studying for SPM"....sigh....STRESS STRESS STRESS........argh.........but anywayz...i should not be sad tomolo...hehehehehe...i should be happy.....and thats wat i'm goin to be.....ngehehehehehehehehe.....okies thats all for today n yesterday.....we'll see wat tomorrow brings....
Friday, October 14, 2005
THE MONTH OF OCTOBER
Exams finished today…YIPPEE…….its PARTY time…..hahahahaha……that’s wat I call it but honestly its not quite lasting….but anywayz…hu said anything was forever….rite????
Well…the month of October has been my favourite month since i was small….well…it is for a certain reason I love this month so much….especially this year…..as we all love to put it….SWEET SIXTEEn…….ahahahhaha….but too bad…not in a mood of having a party…just wanna hang with my frens n the ppl that I love….angie is back again….yippee….she’ll only be goin back after my burfday…..which makes me even more happier…val came back this afternoon….i think this weekend….yeah…the three of us can go out shopping again….hahaha…..one thing I like goin out wif them is that I no need to pay…..hahahaha…that has always been the priviledge I get for being the youngest…hahahaha….
Anywayz…I’m thinking of hanging out wif my frens first…hehehehe….there’s plenty of things I wanna do when this week is over….
1. shop till I drop(but I’ve done that be4 exams) anywayz..
2. watch movie with my frens or maybe angie n frens
3. go on a date…ahahahaha…
4. hang out wif all my frens
5. Halloween party(which I have no decided wat to wear for it…hahah)
6. back to band again
7. got music camp comin up on the 9-11 of Nov
8. Band idol (28 October)
We’ve gotten our yearly school magazine already….hahaha…was bz all morning goin around the 5 sc1 class askin for their auto’s…honestly I’m goin to miss this seniors of mine….within this four years I’ve had a lot of lovable seniors n they all leave very sweet and nice memories…..can’t believe that next year this time it’ll be my turn….so sad….hehehe….well…I’ve missed all my seniors before me….and now…I’m goin to miss my juniors when that time comes….anywayz……
Exam finish today…back to everyday life…hehehe….back to band already….started off with planning for music camp n all those up coming performances….yippee…teacher told us this afternoon that we’ll be using NEW UNIFORMS for hari penyampaian hadiah …..hehehehe….well be4 that still got another performance that we have to wear our old uniform first lar….hehehe…can’t wait to try on our new uniforms…..
Well…this seem to be a very very long post since I’ve not posted for weeks long….my room is done….dad’s just doin all the final touches…..comp is still not back in the room….but…enjoying sleeping on the second floor now….its sort of like a tree house….hehehehe…we’ll I guess I better stop here for now….byez…..
Well…the month of October has been my favourite month since i was small….well…it is for a certain reason I love this month so much….especially this year…..as we all love to put it….SWEET SIXTEEn…….ahahahhaha….but too bad…not in a mood of having a party…just wanna hang with my frens n the ppl that I love….angie is back again….yippee….she’ll only be goin back after my burfday…..which makes me even more happier…val came back this afternoon….i think this weekend….yeah…the three of us can go out shopping again….hahaha…..one thing I like goin out wif them is that I no need to pay…..hahahaha…that has always been the priviledge I get for being the youngest…hahahaha….
Anywayz…I’m thinking of hanging out wif my frens first…hehehehe….there’s plenty of things I wanna do when this week is over….
1. shop till I drop(but I’ve done that be4 exams) anywayz..
2. watch movie with my frens or maybe angie n frens
3. go on a date…ahahahaha…
4. hang out wif all my frens
5. Halloween party(which I have no decided wat to wear for it…hahah)
6. back to band again
7. got music camp comin up on the 9-11 of Nov
8. Band idol (28 October)
We’ve gotten our yearly school magazine already….hahaha…was bz all morning goin around the 5 sc1 class askin for their auto’s…honestly I’m goin to miss this seniors of mine….within this four years I’ve had a lot of lovable seniors n they all leave very sweet and nice memories…..can’t believe that next year this time it’ll be my turn….so sad….hehehe….well…I’ve missed all my seniors before me….and now…I’m goin to miss my juniors when that time comes….anywayz……
Exam finish today…back to everyday life…hehehe….back to band already….started off with planning for music camp n all those up coming performances….yippee…teacher told us this afternoon that we’ll be using NEW UNIFORMS for hari penyampaian hadiah …..hehehehe….well be4 that still got another performance that we have to wear our old uniform first lar….hehehe…can’t wait to try on our new uniforms…..
Well…this seem to be a very very long post since I’ve not posted for weeks long….my room is done….dad’s just doin all the final touches…..comp is still not back in the room….but…enjoying sleeping on the second floor now….its sort of like a tree house….hehehehe…we’ll I guess I better stop here for now….byez…..
Saturday, October 01, 2005
MORNING WITH MY FOSTER PARENTS.
U asked me if there is two things that I could take steal from u wat would it be??
Well…honestly I lied about wat I would steal from u…I do not want ur phone but ur heart. The other would be ur love. That’s wat I would steal from u.
Hehe..well..today is Sunday n tomorrow is Monday…duh…tomolo we continue with our exams…having chemistery paper3 and paper 1 not forgetting EST paper 1. we had paper 3 for fizik n bio already andoso paper2 for bm…sigh….talk about paper 2…I’m goin to flunk it….i didn’t study on biodata Othman puteh…so conclusion…I already lost 7 marks…..weehooo*sarcastically*
Well…lets talk bout today…or maybe we’ll start from yesterday….hehehe….got up late yesterday morning…no activity so was home all morning….went out wif sis at night cuz wanted to bookstore…but when we finally wanted to go bookstore….it was late already….thanx to poor sick zainol….should hav ask him to stay at home since he’s sick….sigh…nvm….anywayz….we did manage to go times though….but val didn’t find the book she wanted….i obviously didn’t either cuz wrong bookstore….so most probably today will be goin out to hunt for the book again this afternoon. When we finally got home last night I started studying again….studied sejarah….until 3am..mom n val was watching that Korean series on AEC until 3 oso….so after studying go sleep lor….
Then woke up again at 6am…had to go for the red cross jog-a-thon….was the first official to arrive….so sesated cuz dad had to go for the Zecon one at the toll so left me all alone wating for other official to arrive…..aunty dorita came first after me….finally…hehehe…was chit chatting bout how was her CMS sports meet….wah….byk complain….hehehe…luckily I didn’t go….anywayz….the run finished earlier than last years cuz less ppl…so Mr.lim offer to drive me home….hehehe…spend a morning with me foster parents….which was very fun….talk bout lots n lots of things in the car….the pony incident….the Friday night dinner n many more….hehehe….i drop hints on him already I wanna join him on his trips to damai next year….hahahaha…tamak betul saya….we had breakfast together too…so fun…too bad ah jude didn’t go…kononnya study for exams…hmpf….early morning go online…heheh…mr.lim n aunt jo was complaining bout it n I was grinning at the back seat cuz it reminds me of myself..hahaha…den after breakfast they brought me home lor….they had a short chat wif mom….den they left. Aunt jo has already done 7 of her chemo treatment….she said so far no burned spots yet so the doc ask her to MA ask her to get a check up with the doc….so we’ll just wait for further notices lor….hope she’s goin to be well…
Came home den mom says wanna go choice daily for awhile so followed her lor to elp her carry groceries….hehehe…kuai hor me….hahaha…tak malu…puji diri sendiri…anywayz…help her sort the things den…heres where I am now lor…this is a very long post due to not being online for such a long time….my rooms attic is nearly done….i went up there yesterday…was so cool…its so high up….but the prob now is dad hasn’t made a way up yet…..still using ladder….according to him it will be done in a few more weeks time….its a good thing too I can’t go online….can concentrate on my studies….hope I don fail anything…I dowan to drop class….so I’m goin to work real hard this two weeks….i wanna stay in my class….hehehe…teruk lar I say thing like that….make me sound so haulian…but I’m not seriously…I can’t drop too…if I do my family wiloll kick me man…so I dowan to risk all my birthday pressie from them…hehehehe….okie..thats all for now…until the next time….
Well…honestly I lied about wat I would steal from u…I do not want ur phone but ur heart. The other would be ur love. That’s wat I would steal from u.
Hehe..well..today is Sunday n tomorrow is Monday…duh…tomolo we continue with our exams…having chemistery paper3 and paper 1 not forgetting EST paper 1. we had paper 3 for fizik n bio already andoso paper2 for bm…sigh….talk about paper 2…I’m goin to flunk it….i didn’t study on biodata Othman puteh…so conclusion…I already lost 7 marks…..weehooo*sarcastically*
Well…lets talk bout today…or maybe we’ll start from yesterday….hehehe….got up late yesterday morning…no activity so was home all morning….went out wif sis at night cuz wanted to bookstore…but when we finally wanted to go bookstore….it was late already….thanx to poor sick zainol….should hav ask him to stay at home since he’s sick….sigh…nvm….anywayz….we did manage to go times though….but val didn’t find the book she wanted….i obviously didn’t either cuz wrong bookstore….so most probably today will be goin out to hunt for the book again this afternoon. When we finally got home last night I started studying again….studied sejarah….until 3am..mom n val was watching that Korean series on AEC until 3 oso….so after studying go sleep lor….
Then woke up again at 6am…had to go for the red cross jog-a-thon….was the first official to arrive….so sesated cuz dad had to go for the Zecon one at the toll so left me all alone wating for other official to arrive…..aunty dorita came first after me….finally…hehehe…was chit chatting bout how was her CMS sports meet….wah….byk complain….hehehe…luckily I didn’t go….anywayz….the run finished earlier than last years cuz less ppl…so Mr.lim offer to drive me home….hehehe…spend a morning with me foster parents….which was very fun….talk bout lots n lots of things in the car….the pony incident….the Friday night dinner n many more….hehehe….i drop hints on him already I wanna join him on his trips to damai next year….hahahaha…tamak betul saya….we had breakfast together too…so fun…too bad ah jude didn’t go…kononnya study for exams…hmpf….early morning go online…heheh…mr.lim n aunt jo was complaining bout it n I was grinning at the back seat cuz it reminds me of myself..hahaha…den after breakfast they brought me home lor….they had a short chat wif mom….den they left. Aunt jo has already done 7 of her chemo treatment….she said so far no burned spots yet so the doc ask her to MA ask her to get a check up with the doc….so we’ll just wait for further notices lor….hope she’s goin to be well…
Came home den mom says wanna go choice daily for awhile so followed her lor to elp her carry groceries….hehehe…kuai hor me….hahaha…tak malu…puji diri sendiri…anywayz…help her sort the things den…heres where I am now lor…this is a very long post due to not being online for such a long time….my rooms attic is nearly done….i went up there yesterday…was so cool…its so high up….but the prob now is dad hasn’t made a way up yet…..still using ladder….according to him it will be done in a few more weeks time….its a good thing too I can’t go online….can concentrate on my studies….hope I don fail anything…I dowan to drop class….so I’m goin to work real hard this two weeks….i wanna stay in my class….hehehe…teruk lar I say thing like that….make me sound so haulian…but I’m not seriously…I can’t drop too…if I do my family wiloll kick me man…so I dowan to risk all my birthday pressie from them…hehehehe….okie..thats all for now…until the next time….
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