frustration.....

I hate TODAY…I seriously do….i maybe early for school today…..i may had fun with mr.lim gain but still it doesn’t really make up for the miseries….first I nearly lost a a friendship I’ve known since form 2 because of a small matter…I hate to admiot it but I was afraid that I’ll loose that friendship….first she didn’t really wanna talk to me…in the car to mr.lim’s place I felt as though she didn’t really bothered bout me…but thank goodness…we started joking and laughing angain…den she told me wad happen this morning….man… I was so relieved…..hehehe….another horrible misery of mine is…I WANNA go KL with my prefect frens….but there is a fear in me that I might not be able to go….due to financial problems and oso personal problems…its time like this that I wish I had someone I can run to for comfort….another horrible incident is that…I can home from tuition feelin jolly n someone just had to raise their voice in the car for something I didn’t ask him to do….i’ve been doin it all this while….never asked him to do it…why he had to go kepo….ish…how I organize m things is my problem…not his…ish….argh….
Thas all…gonna shadap now before I loose my temper….sigh….tomolo’s lisan…worried like hell..but hell…don quite bother wad i get anymore for it….urgh….but hey I gotta think of my frens too…can’t affect their marks becuz of me…sigh…..i’ll do my best though…I’ve so much to do n type…..guess my typing allowance just don’t come easy…sigh…..